ENTRY NO. 1 (continued frm before...)

Maybe i'm a lil late,
but could only find time today to blog abt Bro's issue.
Basically,this post is abt my last few conversations with ah Tuen .. lol..

~FLASHBACK~FLASHBACK~FLASHBACK~FLASHINGBACK...~

12 MAR 08
Time: 04:27am

Assuming tat bro gg back his ''village'' soon in the noon,
i decided to SMS-ed him (:

TTL :

''Bro,mayb u hav all the sweet msg for gals,bt i hereby wan send u msg as well.
not so sweet bt enugh to make ur hair stand (:

OK,bro tongt is d last midngt i sms u lik tat,
i can stil roughly rememb hw we met.
hw many times we fell out,
n hw many yrs our bro-ship are (:

8 yrs le..
these 8 yrs,
can onli say onli 2-3yrs whr we reali address each other as brothers.

We changed,
thru these yrs.
i nv expect such a great change in u,
bt its ok,
nobody despise u,neither do we reject u.

n cm to tin of it,if u din change til lik nw,
will our friendship be bonded strongly nw?haha.

But wat i wanted to emphasize is tat,
u change,frm gd to worse,
bt i nod ur heart is kind,
juz tat u get into d wrong company..

Lik wat ws say,once u cm out,
in 2009,
change again alright?

i'm nt gd wit words,
juz hope tat u ll go in lik a man tml,n cm out as a freshman (:

we r stil young.
if u tin u r lagging behind us,
n u r worse than all of us,then u r damm wrong.

as i always say,
if u tin u r stupid n lousy,
there's always sm1 (ttl) far worse off than u.
Will tat make make u feel beta?ahaha..

Cm out,
enrol in to sec sch,
pursue studies n o lvl,
get into poly,n let's go NS tgt! :)

Jerryl Tuen Wai Kit,
its nt too late (:
Whenever u felt lost,
or u lost ur way,
ursel in the middle of ur path,
i ttl ll always b there,to guide u d right away (:

i aint superman or clever ass,
bt 1 tin i nod,
i dun wan u to sunk deeper n deeper into hell..haha,abit over le me..
Ok-ok
To be continued.

(end of SMS 1...was lik...10 TEXT pages =X )

''I will wait for u,
as ur bro,
as ur 8yrs de fren,
i ll be extremely delighted to c ur damm face again next yr!

Rememb..
watev we chat ytd,
promise to change etc at d expressway concrete grd there!!

Nw head on,
face d music,
n defeat d devil in ur heart!

d next tin u nod when u cm out frm d cave of ordeal,
u ll b bestowed wit a shinning armour n thus becm a successful warrior!

OK!bro..will miss u lots^^
i today too tired to blog,next yr u cm out c my entry for u lo hehe..''

(end of SMS 2... ^^ and i went to slp...)

Later in the noon........
Time: 1:56pm

TTL: ''when u gg in (: ? ''
Jerryl:"Lol my Sis heaven come leh ..."
TTL: ''LOL!okok..when u ok le,SMS me (: i will pei u no matter wat time (: ''

i wait and wait...
all the way till nightfall..
Time: 8:07pm

Jerryl: "Bro bro..?''
TTL: ''Yes??"
Jerryl: "Lol no lah... I stress up... Lol "
TTL: "Lmao,But y?"
Jerryl: "About going back ... Cb i feel like a coward looking for excuses not to go back ..."

TTL(my turn to nag....cuz i start to feel sad for bro as well..):
Time: 8:26pm

''I knew it..i nod u too well bro..

Bro..
as u told us,its nt abt gg in forever rgt?

Judge ur current status..
u r wanted by them,
u cant hav ur own ic,
u cant continue studies
nor can u set up business happily.

u told me u wish to open a pub wit ur sis sm yrs ago rgt?
can u do tat nw?its v. Difficult..
Do u wan to live on ur grandma forev?
u tin she could support u eternally?

d fact tat u had step out d 1st step to decided to go back,
is a v. Couraging decision alrdy..
i applaud u 4 tat courage n bravery.
bt u also muz make gd of ur words (:

mayb u go in there,
u ll suffer,
get cane again
or bullied i duno..

Let d pain remind u to change.
endure d punishment,n evtin ll b over.

Do not fear death,
or rather,
fear d unlived life.
U dun hav to live forever,
u juz hav to LIVE.

Do u wan to continue on being stuck in tis society?
whr onli those underlings nod abt jerryl tuen
but those hao lian stupid suckers rich ppl despise ppl like us?

One tin i nod,
i've nv ev look down on u ,
not saying i rich ok,i also hate RICH PPL alot.lol..(: "

~no reply frm bro...~
Time: 8:29pm

''1 word,if u hav decided,lata no matter wat time,i ll change n cm out to pei u go in (:
if nt u fix a date again,i ll stil walk thru d pain wit u :) bro."

~still no reply...~
Time: 8:34pm

''Bro,u understand wat i mean?if u..need sm1 to talk,juz giv me a call."

~no reply~
Time: 8:50pm

''求求你给我个机会
不要再对爱说无所谓
如果相爱是完美
就让我们用真心去面对

求求你给我个机会
不要再对爱说无所谓
留下了太多伤悲
告诉我你到底爱着谁....

记得这首歌吧,我会用心去练习,
一年后,等你出来,我们再去 KBOX 唱个够! 加油,勇敢点!"

After that,he did not reply me for an hour LOL...
i tot i had said smtin wrong..
i sms-ed him again..
TIME: 9:45pm

"Sorry..din mean to stress u furthur.juz do watev u deem its rft 4 u (: u alrgt?can reply me??bro?"

FINALLY HE REPLIED!!
TIME: 9:49pm

Jerryl: "Ps ps i fall asleep lah .... I just now think think think......When i should go back..... Lol "
TTL: "Read thru my stupid msgs,n tin again k ... :) "
Jerryl: "Hahaha yeah i read through liao ... Veri cute hor u ... Lol bro we set date together if by den i don go back u callpolice to catch me ... "

~END~

~COMEBACK~COMEBACK~COMING BACK....~

That's basically all..
i kept all his msg n mine juz to contribute to this post. (:
then we fix up 17march n off i sent him back to ''village"

Personally,i felt very proud for bro..
at least he knew he made a mistake,n he decided to go back ^^
The fact tat he is so brave...

yea.
i will wait for him,
all of us will wait for his comeback in 2009 (:
Heard tat he's gg to pursue PRIVATE O inside!!!

Since bro made a difference in his life,
i guess i must made mine too (:
i had alrdy decided to live a healthy lifestyle,
by:

1) Mon-Wed and Sat: slp before 1pm (cuz got BAO ZI DAN & wo chai X3 lol ^^)
2) Thur,Fri,Sun: slp before 10pm
3) Eat fruits everday!
4) Every Mon,Wed,Fri,Sun is EXERCISE day for me,u will c me in the stadium starting tml (:
5) I will do some housework when i'm at home.
6) NO MORE midnight don outside!!
7) Eat more n become Fatter..
8) Save up more $$!!!
9) Treat my parents better n better (:
10) Spend more time with tortoises.

Of course,
these ''carefree'' lifestyle is only for PRE-school plan lol (CONTRADICTING...)
when i got into poly,
rules number 1,2,3,5,6,7,8,9 stays on.
the rest i will try... (wat the ASS am i talking T_T )

Sayonara~^^