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2009-05-20T01:53:00.002+08:00

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please relink me!!! (: thanks blogger,i will leave it as it is (:

bye bye!!!

9th Anniversary with bebe ((^n_n^)) <3 ~

2009-04-09T19:40:00.009+08:00

9TH ANNIVERSARY WITH BEBE ((^n_n^)) <3

I brought her to HAW PAR VILLA and WEST COAST PARK to play
instead of going some shopping centres and watch movies etc <33
so this is like a new experience for us when dating! ^O^
but haw par villa was quite boring..
hmm..

WELCOME TO THE GATE OF GHOST~
When you saw Yan Long Wang,you better kneel down!!!

This is what happen when you cheated in exam or you waste food~

And to those fakers or evil people,enjoy a dip in volcano pool!!!!

*Due to very scary things,i decided not to put it up here le =p

Let's look at more beautiful pictures now! ^O^

it's a wishing well and we were so happy and dump coins into it!

bebe hit into the water and i overshot on the rock and miss the bell~T_T

We gave up and went to feed the tortoises there instead!!^O^ ^O^ !!

"Dardar,come see the wugui here!!

"no,i'm busy taming this leopard!HWAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!"

"aiya!!!!bebe help!!!help!!!!! i should have come see the wuguiis instead!!!!!=( "

This chamelon here thought we didn't notice it =p

No matter at IKEA or HAW PAR VILLA,i love to cook =p

...................and my gf loves sumo wrestling -.-'' ~~can she win??~~

"huoooooaoaah!!"

We met alot of nice people that day and tell us where to take bus to WCP etc!^O^

the drivers that day IN SINGAPORE are EXCEPTIONALLY nice to passengers too that day!

~~maybe they know its our 9th Anniversary!!!~~ =p

At first bebe scare ps and scare the thing~~

After being influence and urges from me,

she played along too!!!

YEA!!!!!

Because sometimes i think we should relax one day and not be our age!! ^O^

We do play all these when we were small right? (: and we would go

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LEFT!!! and scream "huoooooaoaah!!" ^^V

RIGHT!!! and scream "huoooooaoaah!! HUOOOOOOOOOAHHHHHH" ^^V

sometimes we would pose nicely for the photographer! =p

and invent a new way to play this thing!!! =p =p =p =p =p

Ok~we sweated alot and we went over to the ~~interactive spaces~~ and relax!!

"Welcome to ~~malaysia~~ SINGAaaaaa........"

"AIYA!!!!!!DARDAR!!!!what happen!!!why the world so dark!!!!!???????"

(don't disturb me!i'm busy chasing the birds by the coast!!!)

(busy busy busy!!!!!!!)

"Look over the coast bebe,

on day, that shipyard would be mine!!! " LOL!!!

"Nahhhhhh~~i better exercise than listen to ur crap!!" ~~she looks like lao ah ma!!~~ =p

After that,

we were super tired and we went to J.E and i sent bebe home <3

this month,

i planted surprises at her ah ma hse and gave her a green glowing stick and a card.

and bebe made nice stickers that can stick on mirrors de for me <3

i really love her alot more than before!

HAPPY 9 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY BEBE!!!! ((^n_n^)) <3>

" KILL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

SHORTNOTE:

I'm really very sad now..really,i thought u would come join us tml~

SISTER COMING BACK!! ^O^

2009-04-08T19:44:00.003+08:00

It's been long since i'm back here!=p

Didn't manage to update as often due to ~~play,slack,laziness~~ work!=p
lots of happenings took place in the past few weeks!!
one of which was that my sis left singapore 2 weeks ago to UK for studies!^O^
we misses her alot and i knew how quiet and bored the home would be,
when she's not around~

Because she's my only chatting sister in the house you see~~
through out these 2 weeks,
we exchanged SMSes,and if you see me in MSN,i came in for my sis LOL!!
BUT!!

SHE'S TAKING HER MORNING FLIGHT TML AND WILL BE COMING BACK ON FRIDAY!!
I can't wait to squabble with her,talk to her,ask her about love problems (sound girlish??)
AH ZEH!!I MISS YOU!!!>_<"

lol,anyways,i try my best to update this blog =D

Other happenings like:

-9th Month Anniversary!((^n_n^)) <3 ~
-Working life
-Accompanying Bebe to her secondary school and piano school ^O^

Will try to find time to upload pictures to the blog!(:
in the meantime,
i'm like trying to find lady luck in lottery~~~
at times i chanced upon a $1 coin in my pocket,i would head to buy a number!
but i never strike once ToT
so i have to depend both of my hands to keep working,
so i'm able to get the things i want!hehe~

SHORTNOTE:

No matter how much you tried, i wont's accept you!you horny bastard,i will guard against you!

East Coast Park Chalet (:

2009-03-22T03:57:00.005+08:00

Just came back from family's gathering at east coast park chalet there (:
and i slacked myself till now i blogged about it..

Though i'm really happy that my childhood playmate-kenny (my cousin),
invited me for a short gathering over at the chalet their dad rented,
but i have discovered something..
something that makes me uncomfortable..
something that makes me think alot...
something that makes me feel like changing...
and that something,
leaves me hanging in the middle of nowhere.

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I reached their chalet around 5pm+,
catch up with my cousins and uncles,
got ''beaten up'' by the smaller cousins =p
ate abit and rented a roller blade and blade towards Bedok Jetty.

After the long journey,
i've reached there BUT!!!
it was closed for renovations =.=''
it was all covered up with metal planks..

I'm a very "yearn for victory" person,
so i banged the planks,
turning and looking around for holes or cracks to access into the jetty,
went down the beach..
i saw a way to climb into the jetty through the side!!^O^

Began to took down my roller blades and as i began to jump,
2 indian couples creeped up behind me!
i thought they gonna catch me for climbing in!!=X
instead they were quietly throwing up fishing nets and rods,
and pointed to me another secret way to go in! (:

I climbed in effortlessly and blade towards the end..
lots of things went over my head..
i was thinking..that something.....

While i spent so much effort going towards the jetty,
i only get to enjoy 10 minutes because it's time to return the blades =(
and i climbed out and hurried back~~

Ah ma was very nice,
knew that i never eat much just now and offer me 3 chicken wings and rice!(:
and after that i choose not to stay overnight because i'm looking for more jobs again tml (:
went to toilet before going off..

And this is the part where you would laugh (if there's any reader i mean o,O ),
through out the roller blading near the beach,
i never fell nor hurt myself,
but as i rush out from the toilet with my foot wet and frictionless,
i got clumsy and fell down like an elephant being thrown down from up high -.-''
3 aunties looked at me in awe and asked if i was ok..
yea...
i am....in big disgrace =(

Later,i got up an uncle's car and they ferry me to angmokio with ah ma,
and i got home through train (:

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That something is just a small little feeling about myself.I starting to feel that i'm a very useless person..My sister got told me before,a person with a character like mine,would always be under others and behind others,as compared to those people who knew how to socialise,bootlick,have good charisma and talk more than do.Though they may be detest by others,but they would still be able to enjoy the luxurious life they dream to have,and be very successful in life.

What i meant is i don't want to be like them,but what i suddenly felt empty,makes me think alot,makes me uncomfortable and feel like changing myself again,was the word-SOCIALISE.
Though i'm able to catch up a few words with my cousins and uncles,but i don't feel comfortable,i don't have common topics nor do i brighten their mood with my jokes or foolishness,i just made them kept worry if i was bored,if i was hungry or shy do not dare to eat.

End up uncle still have to ask me join them(my cousins and friends) to play and not sitting there alone staring at them BBQ-ing.My answer to him was that i'm old already,can't hit it off with them just like before.And cousins have their friends too to entertain,i can't be selfish.Uncle replied saying if i'm old,what is he?.....Actually i lied to him,i lied to myself,i'm not old..i'm just..failed to interact well...

From today onwards,i will quit being an introvert =)

€ SHORT NOTE €

Thanks for accompanying me today through SMS when i'm all alone! (: appreciate your love...and your effort to change (: love you lots,i would change and improve too!^O^

Regular Dinner with Ah-ma and Uncle ^O^

2009-03-19T00:54:00.004+08:00

Went to Ah ma house with bebe in the evening. (:
every wednesday has become a regular dinner for me,
and sometimes with bebe <3,
and dine with her and uncle (:

Nothing much to post but just my innermost feelings about ah-ma.
when i decided to go to ah ma house every wednesday,
i made it a MUST that from holiday onwards,
every wednesday will be dinner with ah ma.

What struck my sudden decision is because,
basically,our family aren't as close as others,
we rarely get to meet each year,
perhaps only when special occasion like,
(e.g. wedding dinner? Chinese new year? Birthdays? )

So when i heard from jinjin's story about his ah gong,
i cried..
suddenly i thought to myself,
why i can spend so much time playing at home,
why i can spend so much time with my tortoises,
why i can spend so much time with my friends and loved one,
and why couldn't i spend 1 day every week with my ah ma?

Sometimes maybe my aunts etc would become jealous and claim i'm fake,
but that's alright,
because what they are doing are just...
neglecting their own mother,
that's all (:

I just wanted to cherish this last grandparent of mine (:

OK OOK OK OK O KO KKK O K O KK OK O O K~~~(enough craps!~)

When we reached ah ma house,
she was busy frying chicken wings for us!! ^O^
i helped her clean the fridge,
eat lots and lots of chicken wings!!!!!^Q^

Then....
the gruesome tonic came to the table ToT
this was what happen.

Last last week,
ah ma claimed bebe and i was extremely short and thin like skeleton =(
so she ''complained'' to my mum and wanted to brew tonic for us.

And here we are there just now,
attempting to drink it ~''~
bebe was great!!she loves bitter things and drank it as if it was water!!
as for me....
every mouthful send shivers down my spine ToT
we each cleared 2 bowls~~~

Then i pass $20 to my ah ma,
as my dad wanted me to pass to her for the tonic (:
she became furious and reject it!!!!!
so i hid it under her pillow,
called her to tell her the money,
after we got out of her house!LOL!!^O^

We had a great day today though i was caught with flu~~~
i seriously await and expecting every wednesday now!!!! (:

SIDENOTE: Bro called me few days back!!^O^ he's on time-leave!he will be out soon!and i would have someone to share my happiness and sorrows together!^O^ 29th APRIL!!!! (: next week he will be out for a short while again also!

DANIEL's 18th BIRTHDAY

2009-03-15T02:25:00.003+08:00

Attended Daniel's BBQ party near his house there with baby <3
due to financial problems =p,we just got him a water dispenser from ACTION CITY =p
sorry dan =X I kinda like this photo of baby <3

When night falls, my hp camera becomes blurry ToT

Daniel and his sisters (: (p/s: this bastard dan told his sisters i'm bad guy -;-)

Of course,his beloved mae is with him on this important day! (:

(p/s: Mae was like the wife,moving from her friends to dan's mum and to me and baby, so as to keep us entertained =p ~~put on thick makeup somemore!~~ )

please don't kill me when you see this... =p

Kan jit buay kan jit buay kan jit buay~~~ DANIEL IS A BIG BOY NOW!!

I'm on the,top of the world looking,down on creation and the only explanation i can find~

Last of all, thanks for all the hospitality Dan and Mae gives to us ^O^

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY!! We wish you long lasting with mae!! <3

SIDENOTE: Little India was indeed scary!!!! -''- !!!

Journey of love (GENTING HIGHLAND) <3

2009-03-14T02:49:00.012+08:00

Paid $88 bucks and go on a journey with Baby,aiwee and kelly.
it was like finally i'm able to go oversea with baby together,
and finally with my good friends.
but a pity bro,jin and jeremy wasn't here.

So,Let the pictures Rock N' Roll (:

FIRST DAYReached Genting after 6-7hours (:

While waiting to check in,we take pictures of the scenery.

(p/s: Don't you think the plantings look like shit? )

The 60's style of guys when taking pictures =X

SECOND DAY

Was quite unlucky because it starts to drizzle in the morning T_T

We head out to play when it gets better (:

I'm so thirsty i began drinking GENTING water =p

Baby loves the chocolates!! ^O^

10 PM!!

12 AM!!

My lips look as though i had cancer -.-''

So covered it to look better =X

"This is my roller coaster (n_n)!!"

We took that scary SPACE SHOT as well, it was thrilling!i felt as though i had flew out from the seat!! T_T

"RWAKKKKKKSKKKKKKKKWEREEK!!!!!"

Seducing me~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

THIRD DAY

"Hmm?What do you want?i just woke up lah....."

"okok!i comb mei mei then take ok?<3"

Before checking out our rooms,we decided to spy on aiwee's and kelly's room.

Oh my~~~

....................................................................God~

This is our room! very neat right?because got me around!!=p

Baby also couldn't believe her eyes that a lazy guy like me,

kept our room clean everyday since day1 <3

Boarded the bus and it was time to leave T_T

That's about it!!(:

i had fun with my friends and lots of love with baby, but Genting wasn't as fun as i always thought since i was a kid..but i never regret going too!^O^ hope there are more chances for me and baby to travel around the world again soon!!

Sidenote: Changed to this blogskin (: i think i will settled down with this for long though it's pretty childish =p

End of Year1 & Bubbling With Baby <33

2009-02-17T21:54:00.004+08:00

End Of Year 1 & "Bubbling" With Baby <33

Let's keep this post short and sweet (;
before that,
i wish to say that i blog for myself to see,
and maybe for sweetheart to see (:

This is a public blog,
but i don't really expect ALOT people to come and see (:
as my "ren yuan" also not so good lah LOL!!
so not really expecting everyone come see ok (: ?
LOL!

As i've said,
Short and Sweet, ~~or else stupid mae say grandfather blog -.-~~
here i go!! ^O^ My own workplace in studio. ^O^

Baby's Workplace in studio. (n_n)

The cheeky couple's place. LOL!

"PLEASE BUY MALAYSIA BOLEH MINERAL WATER FROM ME! ^3^ "

Playing bubble ballon (:

Now the bubble ballon i've blown got alot "BALUKUS" LOL!

Let's challenge who will blow the nicest ballon! ((^n_n^)) !

MINE ( 75/100 points! )

BABY's.. ( 0.1 / 100 Points!! )

YEA~~~~~~~~LOSER!!

"Ah lian type" de picture =p

Blow the last 2 and accidentally stick together =.=''

so we create snowman (:

Very happy to teach baby play these ^O^

I could see how glad my baby was (n_n)

Let's play this next time again ok? ((^n_n^)) <33

SIDENOTE

"i was very happy for baby being one of the best students!sorry that i can't keep up your pace,but at least we move on to 2nd year together as promised right?ALL YOUR EFFORT PAYS OFF NOW BABY!JIAYOU!! (clap clap!) "

"was this post long?' =p

DATING WITH BABY's FAMILY

2009-02-16T21:21:00.003+08:00

DATING WITH BABY's FAMILY

Today i woke up with a bright smile,
as i look at my handphone and it reads: 6.05am (:
i managed to keep my promise of waking up early,
by the help of my dad also LOL!

So after i've prepared everything and ready to set off,
my old gastric act up again T_T
recently i've been experiencing such pain,
but thank god it's not as pain as before..
grab a bread,off i go to malaysia! =D

Reached around 8am and i could see how happy was my baby! <3
she waited for me at the door,
and off we go to her mum's school in her dad's car (:

This was taken in the school!
i was so happy when i see kids around,
while waiting for baby's mum,
we explore around the school and i heard the familiar song~~
"1 little duckling on the way, over the hills and far away.."
LOL!at that point of time,
i wish i would never grow up~

We left the school and off we headed off with ah gong (:
reached the hospital and we accompany ah gong to see the specialist.
while waiting for about 1hour or so,
my gastric act up again..
but this time baby sense that i was hungry,
and brought me to a bakery to buy 2 donuts =D

Off we headed off to another medical hall.
i had an exciting experience at the medical hall there!
this was what happen..

Baby's mum cheated on the parking coupon =p ,
but she knew here got alot of "SAMAN OFFICER"

(don't know what you all call them -.-'' ),
so she kept worrying for her car,
i got up and went out to look out for the SAMANS ^O^

While waiting for about 10minutes,i doze while sitting on the floor..
next minute i heard a loud honk and i became fully alert,
and later, baby came out and saw the SAMAN behind me!!
we quickly went up to the car and sit there chit chat =p
so that the SAMANS wouldn't SAMAN the car when he sees people inside =p
MALAYSIA BAIK!! ^O^

After all these,we headed to ah ma home (:
baby was full after consuming 2 breads, 1 ice cream.
so she delayed her lunch.
but how could i eat when she's not eating right? =p
it's kind of ...PAI SEY if i were to do that..
so i waited for her though i was very hungry =p (sorry baby!!)
as my gastric came again T_T

Then her mum and ah gong ah ma kept urging me to eat ^O^
ignoring baby and start lunch myself!HAHAHA!
but such a ~~good and rare~~ boyfriend wouldn't do that!
i waited for her finally and we ate lunch!

After lunch,
some fruits and snacks as desserts,
i help to change tortoise's water,
then baby fell alseep..
i sat beside her and kept dozing off! HAHAHA..

6pm+ and came dinner!^Q^
i had 2 bowls as it was my favourite chicken rice!!!
all the bones left behind was contributed to their house dog-LUCY?lol..

Board the bus and here am i,
back home again ^O^
i truly had a great time with baby and her family today!<3

SIDENOTE:

"if you think you are the worse, there are somebody out there, suffering and went through much more than you, so please do not give up when nobody is giving up on you, and when so many people loves you..JIAYOU!"

VALENTINE's DAY part 1

2009-02-15T22:40:00.005+08:00

VALENTINE's DAY part 1

I am back!^^V

Yesterday was my my most memorable day in my life.
i went out with sweetheart to spend our first valentine's day <33
basically we don't have much savings,
hence we plan to eat and enjoy the whole day!

But things never goes well for me when i woke up late -.-''
i promised her to fetch her at malaysia but i was late,
sorry baby =(
nevertheless,i insist to fetch her and went over to her house!

When i reached her place around 1pm,
her ah ma scolded me for travelling here and there =X
then sweetheart pass me a box of things...
SUSHI!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it was her handmade sushi!!!!!! ^O^
i have been waiting for her to make for me,
ever since i knew she knew how to make!! <33
Thanks baby!!!!!!

We proceed on to the bus..
and on the bus, sweetheart passes me a box of present!<33
i very happy but i kept on pretend to her that i never prepare anything!
in fact i do last night with my sis guiding me how to make (:
but sweetie never blame me,she just want us to eat and happy together.

Later,we are back in singapore again.
we head on to sembawang shopping centre,
and had our late lunch there at ASTON.

Finally,we settled down and while waiting for our food,
i took out my present for her and hopefully she likes it.
it was nothing expensive nor well done,
all recycled materials ( ENSP..)
but it was my sincerity,
though couldn't compare to hers.....
and i told her all the lies that i've made,
in order for me to complete that present =p

FOOD!!
my sis introduce that place to us,
and the good thing was that the food was quite scrumptious,
but the main thing was the low price there!
we had everything for just $19.40 ^O^

We headed on to IKEA as planned (but through cab..=p)
and we had a whole lots of fun over there!<33
took tons of pictures and laugh almost every minute!

8pm+ and it was time for me to send sweetie to catch her bus =(
it was unbearable for me as i always wish to spend the WHOLE valentine with my loved one..
what's worst was that she was the FIRST girl i able to spend valentine with..
how i wish she was living in singapore.

We hugged each other ( no hanky panky! no PDA! )
and off she board the 10pm+ bus...
as i board the 10pm++ MRT home..
several couples were in the same cabin with me,
and all i could do was imagine she was by my side and sms her continously =(

But nevertheless,
we had a great time and our 1st memorable valentine's day! ((^n_n^)) <33
Thanks for the sushi baby!!
Thanks for the yoyos!!
Thanks for the Diaries!!
and thanks for everything you bring to my life (:

i love you alot,
though we have ups and downs,
but i'm glad we always communicate and next minute,
we would be alright and love each other more <33 size="4">
Lastly,i love these sms she sent me!
''let me teach u a-z!(n_n)

a-ahde

b-bad

c-cuppy cake

d-deliciosa

e-eeee

f-fat

g-glutton

h-hunk (wret!)

i-idiot

j-ju (cantonese)

k-kiasu

l-lmao/lol

m-miao miao

n-(n_n)

o-^O^

p-porcupine/platipus

q-juz now ppl cut ur q

r-TEMPORARY NOT AVAILABLE

s-sweating

t-teckleong

u-u a?u j?u s?u s l m?

v-valentine today

w-windmill

x-ximisiblog

y-youtube dance boy

z-zhining cute

hahaha!only we understand right?<33

Sidenote:

"perhaps we are being labelled as IN OUR OWN WORLD again,
but our world is a wonderful lovely world!<33
i have changed again this year,
never would i spare a thought for anyone's feeling,
the world doesn't revolve around you,
so approach me only when you really treat us as friends (: "

Valentine's Day part 2

2009-02-15T04:05:00.004+08:00

VALENTINE's DAY PART 2the sushi sweetheart made for me!!!!!^Q^

The present i gave her!!!but i forgot to take what's inside =p

As soon as we reach IKEA,i posed as a very pretty model =p

But we were so tired and fall asleep...zzzZZ

p/s: look at what i'm mimicking =p

"HEY!!can't you see i'm shiting right here?!!!?"

"i iron you ah!!!" (n_n)

"scare what?i will saw your head off!!!" ^O^

"Baby,what do you want to eat?" "aiya dun wan lar,i cook better (n_n) "

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!! (pretending to be cute..)

"why?not happy?"

"YA!!COME!!LET's FIGHT!!!!"

so sorry,ikea's sauce pan appear to be very hot..

1....

2....

3....!

HAPPY VALENTINE's DAY!!<3>

When we see mirror,that's what we would do (:

"Dar dar,this wedding gown fit me mah?"

"NO!i fit it more!!<3>

mirror...

Sweetheart: "take somemore i spray u xiaoqiang!!"

i love this picture alot.. ^O^

Have you all watched LORD OF THE RING?

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!

She seems to fell in love with more projects,even in IKEA,also want to draw..

The kids drew these!!

hahaha,that's what sweetie drew <3>

WE SAW TREE WIZARD!!!lol.

The universal smile (:

MAE!take a look at this!!

so this is how DE NUOVO comes about (:

we had a great laugh as it reminds us of mae's shelter =X

"mami..i want neh neh..."

look like VIOLETCHI right the eyes! lmao!

HORSEY!!

i patch this!

mirror mirrors again..=X

"what you looking at?"

p/s: she's shorter than the tree branches!=p

i bought her fake flowers!=p

"whoever catches these will be the next bride after me with ah teck!" <3>

i have to send her home now... =(

AHAHAHHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!

baby,don't kill me when you see this picture ok?=/

She bought for me yoyo because my mum gave mine to my cousin back then when i was a kid T_T so she bought and made it till it looks like my old yoyo!<3>

i love this picture most!baby,i love you alot,please be together with me as long as possible ok?T_T i was really very happy with the things you have done.HAPPY VALENTINE's DAY!

((^n_n^)) <3

Unhappy events

2009-01-04T14:35:00.003+08:00

It's a new year, a new start.
but certain things i just have to blog it out,
so i would definitely feel better.
After this post,
i wouldn't be commit to friendship so much,
or maybe sarscastically,
to you all only (:

Rewinding back to 2008..

It was christmas eve,and i just came back from poly friends' chalet gathering.
i'm pretty glad that the chalet only lasted from 23th - 24th as i'm expecting..
or perhaps thinking that my CLOSE FRIENDS would actually jio me out.
just like every year,
we did.

I knew jin was out aboard,so i might not join you all.
but the thing is if you all even bother to drop me a sms,
i would join you all eventually as there are guys there to accompany me.

well..
as i came back from malaysia,
there's not even a message for me.
perhaps i expected and think too much,
or as my friend say:

"in this world, we don't wait for anything or everything, must learn to approach."

i just don't.
Because i knew our friendship is like long time never meet,
but when meet up,
we still be able to stir up lots of noises,
trigger up happiness and chat happily.

Maybe the PARTY WORLD event puts me off.
but its' ok, friends don't bear grudes as well,
but this time is the christmas that pissed me off.

The fact that it's i sms you all,
and found out for sure EXPECTED,
you guys are with your poly friends as well.
the other guy just never reply me.
~speechless~

So i told my gf how i feel,
and when jin came back,
i told him too.

But as Jin said,dun look too deep into friendship with them,
with them or without them,
it's still the same.
i know that's what he claim,
but that's because he's closer with them.
he know how to approach more than me.

What i really pissed off is this part.
perhaps we never meet up for christmas is ok,
but what shit that comes out from you all's mouth,
pissed the hell outta me.

What do you mean by telling jin that,
you never jio me for christmas,
IS AFRAID THAT I MIGHT BE SPENDING WITH MY GF??
lol...

Please..
i remember you saying that once i got a girlfriend,
i would began to neglect friends.
but i assure and reassure you,
i won't be like last time,
neglect everyone else but only with gf.

For the fact that i treated you all like CLOSE FRIENDS,
that's why i would bother to care and would want meet up with you guys.
eve i was damm free,
gf back in malaysia,
chalet ended on the morning of the eve!

So what's this phrase about me MIGHT BE SPENDING WITH MY GF??

please don't find me scary and tell jin stories,
and somewhat like pushing everything to me.
for the fact that its you SPENDING EVE WITH YOUR NEW BF,
and your classmates,
not me.

ever since you all fall for the same guy,
our friendship has become cuii and very fake.
yes maybe perhaps you have your own frens in poly as well,
but have you ever tought abt us?me?lol..

and to the other you,
you also said the same thing as her.
wat i might be spending eve with my gf.
stop pushing everything to me can?
you yourself is mesmerizing with the girl you shldn love!
just tell me where are you during eve?lol..

ok i stop here.
i wanted to SMS all these to you all that day,
but jin stopped me and tell me to relax.
but i still wanted to type evtin out here,
so i won't care a hoot about you guys..
or should say..
over-concern this CLOSE FRIENDS status.

Do what you want,
Say what you could,
Stab me and push everything to me,
I appreaciated your services alot (:

Just to add a last phrase,
i'm different from the secondary school guy you've known.
ever since my past love failure,
i've learn to change.
so stop keep thinking that i'm always with my gf.
yes i love my gf,
but i somehow cherish the frenship we 4 built up..
not anymore.

On the 26th Dec..

Something happen and my baby was so hurt =(
sorry..
although i was still sick,
i rush down to malaysia and spend the night with her.

Really sorry..

My baby is my everything,
i have to be honest with her everything even when we are straits apart.
when certain things i do might upset her,
i won't do it again or care about other people's issues.

you just take care and everything will go smoothly (:
and baby,
i love only you, please believe me oh!! ((^n_n^)) <3

The last day of 2008

Very sick that day but went countdown with poly friends.
maybe my dirty mouth pissed someone off,
but ps,
this is my way to communicate =p
but if you do find me overboard,
tell me and i would restrain myself (:

then at BOTTLE TREE PARK,
i said something wrong and made baby angry.
but after that we ok le and we say out everything, <3 color="#6600cc" size="5">TA-DA!!!!!!!!! ^O^

WELCOME TO 2009!!!!!!!
It's definitely a new year, a new start.

P/s: "Its ok teck leong. As long as u need my advice. Dun lose interest."
^O^ i'm very glad you hadn't give up on me (:

Thanks MAE for helping me change to this wonderful blogskin again!!!^O^
(see, your name sooooooooo bigg!!=p )

HAVE A BREAK,HAVE A KIT KAT ^O^

2008-11-30T22:08:00.013+08:00

let's start off with this weed?haha.
its something i plucked for sweetheart,and act as if propose to her,
and she kept it in her desk <3 but now become botak liaoz =p

then last friday after project submission,

head off to suntec to celebrate and eat eat eat ^Q^

*very grateful to maedae for helping us to save money at PASTA!

the 20% discount!! (:

sweetheart love this alot,so i'm bringing her here again tml after her presentation! <3>

Ah Teck: "zhining, i count 1,2,3 then u pose ok ^O^ ?

Zhining: "okok!(n_n)

Ah Teck:"1........2.........3!"

Zhining: (whoooshh!disappear!)

Ah Teck: =.=''

Ah Teck: "1 more!!!!!!!!ARCGH!!!!!!!"

Zhining: "okok!!dun angry!! =p"

sometimes..

i think i love photography... ^^V

Maybe the photos i've taken may not be to your liking,

but as much as i know,

i admire these pictures alot!

especially with sweetheart!! ((^n_n^)) <3>

whenever i'm down or upset by someone..

these pictures certainly cheer me up! <3

watch out sweetie,

you gonna be my hp model! =p

At this point of time, maedae appear and rushing ~~for concert~~ to us!

Photo-taking time again !!!! (:

i hope terrorist bomb that building soon,

cuz it completely block out the SINGAPORE FLYER =(

"BOUGAINVILLEA 'Mrs Eva Variegata White' "!!!

this i very angry!!!!

been trying very hard to create nice ripples and bubbles,

but mae

~~great photo-taking skill~~

got it at once with her camera!!!

damm!

this the best i got... =( hahahha.

<33

we exchanged diary that day! ^O^ (n_n)

let's walk on together towards the end ok?love you <3!

Sweetheart And Me <3

2008-11-26T01:45:00.002+08:00

Doing htld essay structure now,but brain kind of drain due to extreme writing just now? =p
Find me absurd if you must,
but doing the little diary ( that's gonna be sweetheart's present tml),
is far better than scramping through the project. T_T

But anyway,
i know i'm abit behind time,and Thur must be finished T_T
i'm sicked today,
even rubbing my nose and ahhhhHH chooing now,
i'm so gonna sleep today -.-'' i hadn't been slping well since monday T_T

i told sweetheart this today,
Choices Have Consequences,
i choose to do so slow,
so i shall suffer now till submission -.-'' lol.
very pathetic but its ok.

just pray that i can finish my project and do well? HAHAHA..

oh ya ya ya!!right now,
ci shi ci ke,
sweetheart and i had walk so far, and its... 5 months anniversary lor!
((^n_n^)) <3>

but cuz i'm so damm slow...
cannot go fly kite with sweetie tml =(
damm~

i'm sorry, let's make up next wed ok ok ok? ^O^
mwarks..
and today (25th nov )
is our fresh start! (n_n)

let's not be affected by others and put ev unhappiness behind ok?
hehe..
gonna give you my diary i complie just now later in 6 more hrs!! <3

Random >_<

2008-11-08T15:24:00.002+08:00

Smiling everyday doesn't mean i am happy,
i know how to ''lecture'' people not to think too much,
and let people made their own decision..

but...
somhow i feel empty...

Sweetheart is always there to cheer my day <3
she made me learns how to pick up myself and walk again.
i told her i won't bother..
yea i shouldn't...
but what's wrong with this couple clique??
LMAO~

yea,sry,correction.
its EVERLASTING clique.

As long as they are happy,
with the people they prefer to hang out with right?
(:

(slap myself) hahahah i think too much,
but i'm glad to tell everyone..

i've matured =D hahaha..

P/s: have to do my individual project these few months!>_<

Mae and Andric Quizszsz (:

2008-10-26T10:02:00.002+08:00

MaE's and Andric's Quizs ^O^ (do together okay?)=p

RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

RULE #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. Do you have secrets?
Have!but i don't reveal to anyone whom i don't trust (: in the past i am...

2. Would you fall in love with a girl older than you?
erm..1 or 2 years i okay,if too much...hmm...

3.Do you enjoy going to sch?
Not really,but i know i have my future to build up (:

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?

HAHA!if there's really this day,i would first get a very big house for my family!
then i would start to save a big portion for myself,family and sweetheart,
then i will donate the remaining to orphanage,cuz i find them very kelian..

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
nope..we will know that our feelings are just BESTFRIEND level (:

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Being loved by someone.

7. List out your 15 favourite songs

1) Ai hen jian dan-tao zhe
2) Hua hai-jay chou
3) Tian tian de-jay chou
4) Jie kou-jay chou
5) Xiao jiu wor-JJ & Ah Sa
6) Yuan liang wo-Xiao jing teng
7) Sun wu kong- Wu yue tian
8) An jing le- S.H.E
9) Hai yu lian- Xiao jing teng
10) I live my life for you-Firehouse
11) Let it be-The beatles
12) Moment of Truth-FM static
13) Qi li xiang- jay chou
14) Xian yu-Wu yue tian
15) Changing-Stephanie

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Wish her well (: but i got my sweetheart now!lol.

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
Yes!!sweetheart bake a cake for me!
and red eggs!these are the things that consider first time for me ^O^

10. What makes you angry?
My elder sis attitude,i had never like her,though she claims i'm her brother,because she's always sometimes good somtimes bad,argh.........it's ok,we never talk (:

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
Just Married with Zhining!then enter our new house,and shout 'HUAT AH' then enter,live a new life with my lao po ^O^

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
My family,sweetheart,my 5 tortoises,bro (:

13. What is being regarded as the most important thing in your life?
Family,health,love,money,animals (:

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
Married but poor!no $$,at least still got my love to talk to ma ^O^
i dislike rich people,yet i yearn to be rich,contradiction -.-'' but i noe i wildn be arrogant and proud,some here are just snobs -.-''

15. What is your favourite colour?
Green and purple!!then white (:

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
yes,i already am now!(: <3

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, and both of them do the same, who would you pick?
I will give up on both of them,don't want to hurt them (:

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
no.i finds it hard to forgive....but if the SOMEONE is my love,
i might forgive..but depends what she's done (:

19. What do you want to tell the someone you like?
I LOVE YOU I WANT YOU I WANNA BE WITH YOU BE WITH YOU STAY CLOSE LOVE ME 1314 DUN EVER TREAT ME COLDLY and the most impt-let's walk together eternally (:

20. 5 people I have tagged

A) Xueyun mei (:
B) Bro (but he can't answer the quiz =p nvm,i send him letter!)
C) Kelly (:
D) Gary (:
E) Pk (:

End~^O^

Grouping Together (:

2008-10-25T20:51:00.002+08:00

hoooo....i finally update~

i am not trying to attract any attention,
but i am just blogging to record certain issues in here,
so i can read these myself when i'm kinda old (:

As the TITLE: Grouping Together (: mentions,
YEAAAAAAAA~
i'm going to talk about my group, 4 and a half! ^O^

Honestly..
when the "computer" randomly group us together...
i was pretty upset and gets into tandrums..
everyday..
i sulk...
just hoping to pass these 2 weeks fast.. T_T

Reason because..
the other 4 friends are just too professional in this profession..
what am i?
LMAO..

and of course...
some other personal reasons...

i'm not degrading myself,
but as compared to them,
i really not so good..
they know how to talk,software,drawings,writings..

while i only know how to bomb my way thru term 1..

So i msg gary..
and on the 2nd day,
i decided to do things before they start telling me to.
i took pictures..
i try to list down negative factors about the site..

I just want to play a part,
instead of loofing around..

then last week (some day i forgot...),
i suddenly get well with them,
and started doing work! ^O^
though i may not be as good,
but i just hope to do somethings (:

But then again,
these 4 people,
some small moves touches my heart (:
i'm going to list down what the little things that they have done,
that makes me feel that..

I'm also part of 4 & 1/2!

Gazali did something that touches me.
that day sweetheart had a terrible headache,
and lie down on the table and sleep,
while i hug her and show her concern..

Suddenly,gaga pop up from behind Ron's table,
and asked whether sweetie's ok ^O^
and later in the weeks,
i had heavy flu for days..
he also asked me once whether i'm ok (:

Thank You (: !

Gary said something that makes me feel useful.
that day gary was drawing bubble diagram,
while i assist her at the side.

Suddenly,someone said something like this:
"wa teckleong,you in this group very good hor?
you never do anything ah?"

....well...i felt useless at that time,
so i nodded in agreement..
it's people mouth,
i should not get so agitated,
because i don't think that someone got do anything too (:

but gary back me up,
by saying this:
"wei,dun anyhow say hor!he got do things wan ok!"

Thank you (: !

Fikri did nothing,but i just get along better with him,
i don't know how he thinks,
but he's the one i looking forward talking to,
when it comes to group work (:

Hope he don't mind my disturbance,
that's my way to get to know frens better (:

Thank You (: !

Lastly,kevin.
some people may know the issues..
so i was pretty afraid to get into this group.

but this week,
he felt stressed up,and began asked me to help him out (:
then we began communcate a little,
just like how friends were (:

on the printing day,
he even sms me and he said this:

"maybe it's god that put us together,
so we can communicate,haha"
i hope he understand how i feel (:

Thank You also (: !

ALRIGHT!!! ^O^
that's all i going to say!
haha,in the end,
i still feel i not as good as them,
but i had this thinking...

they somehow makes me feel that,
i should enrich myself more,
so i could be on the top with them (:

Thank you, 4 & a 1/2!!^O^

Short Note

-->Sis went to Malacca this morning le!
i will pray softly for her return this monday!^O^

-->Ytd was JINGJING's 1month death anniversary,
sweetheart and i bought flowers,
and we re-deco the resting place,
and pray for her (:

-->Guys,be careful of cup noodles now!
as Japan has a death case of a lady,
who consume a hot boiled cup noodles!
this cup noodles was inspected,
and found to have the ingredients used for BAYGON (insecticide!!) >_<''

Be like me,
i scrambled my kitchen cabinet and toss away all cup noodle! (:
though the NONYANG JU(AVA) still investigating,
but i still don't think it's safe -.-''

i'm not behaving cowardly in front of death god,
i'm just cherishing my own life,
and my family's (:

-->Tml sweetheart and i will be 4months le ((^n_n^)) ~
going to malaysia and pei her work!^O^
and the eat together,happy together!(n_n)

BYE!!

Jingjing's resting place =)

2008-10-03T16:32:00.004+08:00

Buried her at 25sep 2008 ard 1pm+ like that.. But she died in 24sep ma...T_T
So i ev mth de 24,will go downstair and re-deco jingjing's resting place with fresh flowers..
yes yes..some ppl may think i'm stupid bo liao...
but SORRY to those who tin so,cuz u are juz damm heartless..
but no la..haha...cuz..no xiao wu gui died on my hands before ma =(

So i did all these,

photograph all these..

to keep as memory lorr..^o^

and to let jingjing have a proper burial..
~~very nice right? next time u all die ask me deco for your grave k?~~
JOKINg JOKING!!!!o,O

some extra flowers i put on top her resting place... (:
Before i go...

i said this: "jingjing,rest in peace kk..i'm sori u came all the way from malaysia, into my hands from sweetheart, and yet i've failed to revive and make you eat and be active these 2 days.. T_T, i hope you wont blame me..and i would come every month to see you de!! (: "

Jingjing is gone..

i think i must start to cherish my 8yrs de wuguiis- Ah Dong, Ah Nan, Xiao Xi, Ah Bei , Ah Zhong........

Zhining's sis xiao wu gui =(

2008-09-25T01:20:00.003+08:00

静静死了........................

SICK-ED =(

2008-09-18T16:43:00.005+08:00

....food poison ytd... =/
BUT!this msia gf of mine came and look after me ((^n_n^))
i actually plan to bring her go shopping,movie etcetc..
but this stupid stomach of mine kena food posion again..

it was 7:30am ytd and i SMS-ed her not to come le..
as i vomit and ~~shit~~ alot..
but she still came and slept beside me for awhile T_T

then later,
she pei me to see doctor,
i had a injection as i drink water also vomit out =S
then went home..

at home she took great care of me T_T
waking me up,
forcing me to eat something so can eat medicine,
then becuz of the medicine's drozziness,
they causes me to zZZzzzZZZ alot..

THEN!i WOKE UP!!
sweetheart's GONE!!!!!! T_T
i'm like a panic bee,
buzzing ard the house lookin for her =(

by then,it was 7:30pm nightfall..
i began to on the lights..
looking for my hp..

then all i saw was her note.. T_T:

She took very great care of me and even reminded me to take medicine,what time to take,which to take....T_T <3

Of course not forgetting my mum's dunno-wat-teh...which i nv drink cuz previously really no appetite..

then i showed her my S O R R Y F A C E -----> (*_*''')

my dad also kept calling me,asking if i alrgt..touching my head got fever not..

and my sis came home,"SAYANG" my face lol.. <3

.......i'm very touched...Thx Pa,Thx Ma,Thx Zeh.. <3

and THX my sweetheart for her love.. T_T without her,i dunno how my life would be like <3>

SHORT NOTE

gg to rush for work now!!!!

P/s:blog abt mid-authum soon when i regain my youth!!!^o^

P/s again:HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KELLY TEK!! 81 yrs old lo!!!and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DANNY OOI!!^o^

My LOVE ^o^ + (n_n) = ((^n_n^))

2008-09-13T13:34:00.002+08:00

Remembering that time before we were together,
i went to msia and find you for the 1st time =D
hmm...that was 18th june.. <3

well this time,
10th sep i went to find sweetheart again!! <33

MORNING

i woke up super late and took bus to malaysia (:

AFTERNOON

reached sweetie's ahma hse ard noon,
helped to do a little pens' jobs..
and board her mum's car to a bus-stop where we later board another bus to CITY SQUARE ^^V

we reached C.S eat mac and chat for 2hrs+ there
and lots of memories flew past my mind..
lol cuz tat time b4 we were tgt,
we came to C.S to watch 2 movies!!=p
so i insist wanting to watch movie with sweetheart (n_n)

we watched DEATH RACE,
~~as there's no ghost flim to make her scare...and hug me =p~~
then we went shopping,
and this gf of mine love slippers alot =.=''
she bought her 43941949015190th pairs of slippers!!!
LOL.. ^o^

EVENING

we board the bus back to her ah ma hse (:
but in the bus..
~~she told me something tat upset me and i tear..~~

BUT LATER ON,
we become more loving instead =p
hahahhaha..
夫妻床头吵架床尾合!!
(DIRECT TRANSLATE: husband-wife,at the bed front quarrel quarrel but at the bed rear patch and okok!!)=p

P.S: ~~becuz of NISS this kinda reader,so have to translate -.-''~~ lol jkjk

sweetheart told me something..

"i'm glad that u met her..and i met him..
that's why we learnt alot,
and learnt to cherish each other!"

she's somehow right.. (:

then we reached her hse there and makan chao guo tiao!!
and i've decided to stay overnight at her ah ma hse,
~~cuz i wanna slp with her~~ cuz i wanna help her do the pens and c her at the same time!!

MIDNIGHT

when her ah ma go zzZZ,
we still doing the pens,
then i suddly hungry,
sweetheart jiu whip 2 pkts maggie for me!!!ToT

after that..
we go slp!!!!

.
..
...
....
.....
......

erm,we nv slp tgt la =p !
cuz 男女瘦瘦不亲!!
(DIRECT TRANSLATE: ~~becuz of NISS again...~~ GUY-GAL thin thin cannot close!!)

sweetheart 瘦 (thin),
ah teck also very 瘦 (thin),
so we cannot slp tgt T_T

but its ok..
though the thing that i felt most xinfu,
is to have gf slp beside me and hug her to slp..

but that night was ok (:
at least before i close my eyes and slp,
i saw sweetheart,
she waved and blow goodnight kiss to me (waaaaaaa....shuang~)
and i slp...

then in the morning,
she came in and wake me up..
i open my eyes,
the 1st person i saw was sweetheart.. ^o^

that's also very xinfu~<3

THE NEXT MORNING

~yawn~
it was 11th sep alrdy,
her ah ma asked me to stay for lunch ^o^

AFTERNOON

we makan tgt,
watch taiwan show in hokkien (:
then do pens..

suddly something happen to sweetie's ah gong T_T
but now,
he's alright le!!!!

then i went home cuz got work.. =(

EVENING

went for work,
got OT and took a cab home!!

MIDNIGHT

reached home,
talk alot to family =)
and makan..
then finally slp ZZzzZZZzZz.... *o*

SHORT NOTE

P.S: really happy spending 2 days with sweetheart..
then i miss her now again..
2 days nv see her again... =(

Sweetheart: 当然会长久lu,我不会丢掉你这个宝物!
你要逃我就把你锁起来!
帅帅又慢慢,
爱美又善良,
可爱又心软,
孝顺又嘴硬,
固执又体贴的-->大龟龟德德!

sweetheart 真的很了解我了!!! <3 love you!!mwarks!!

we must last kk!!!^o^

你是我的兄弟,我的BROTHER ^o^

2008-09-09T19:29:00.006+08:00

People,

you guys still remember this ~~bastard~~ brother of mine??? (:
lol ^o^ "yesssssyessssssss!!!i'm a bastard!!!!=p"

Last night when i came back from work,

i saw...

BROTHER's LONG AWAITING LETTER!!!<3

i remembered...

in my previous letter which i manage to write b4 gg to MAWAI,

i included 2 questions for him ^^V

Qn 1) How is your O'level preparation?

a) Cui!!!

b) GOing well!!!

c) Heck care!!!

d) Never study!!!

Qn 2) Is Jerryl Tuen a faithful DOG?

a) Yes Yes Yes Yes!!

b) Erm..Ya!!

c) 是,对!! (in eng: yea,correct!!)

d) OF COURSE!!

bwahahahahha~

but this ***hole never really answer my qn..

instead,he drew silly stuffs on the envelope -.-''

and he claims his love draw nicer than mine =.='''
~~yea..really better... T_T~~

Good that you know,NOT abit,its VERY gay -.-''

So...in his letter,he told me his daily lifestyle now,and i actually summarise up in a table form =D ~~he's gonna be soooooo touched~~ ,BUT!!!i am computer-handicapped too =( so i onli made used of powerpoint and PAINT =p lol

i will print a copy of this for him!!!!!!^^

(pls pardon me for the ugliness and untidiness!!)

But truthfully,he's more sensible now and study alot!! =D
[P.S: brother and i very use to ''suan'' and ''attack'' each other with dog la,***hole la.. ^^ but he's the onli one i address as bro (: ]

he's coming out on 29th april 2009!! 7 more months! (:

till then,study hard!!get in to poly next yr..and be a successful ~~DOG~~ MAN!!

SHORT NOTE ~~why evtime got short note wan...o,O~~

ok-okkk!this time REALLY SHORT!!

i just wanna say...

ZHINING JUST TAG ME IN MALAYSIA!!!WWOOO-HOOO!! ((^n_n^)) love and miss you too!i'm coming to find you tml,girl mwarks!! ^o^

Funny Stuff ^o^

2008-09-08T14:38:00.006+08:00

2nd post now =p!!
While distributing flyers door to door...
my face was like this: (-.-'')all the way..
till i saw this note outside a house ^o^ lol.. This innocent owner still takes the time to type all these,
and instigate the loan shark to THAT address,
and attack that fellow who owns them money!lol..
Apart from that,this owner still bothers to print out a picture of a shark!!haha!!

CONVERSATIONS

Then in the early afternoon,
when i was doing my first block,
i met an auntie at the 6th floor..

Auntie:"wa,xiao di,lei ma?"
ttl: "hai hao.."
Auntie: "you study where?eat le ma?etcetc.."

then when i moved on to the 5th floor..
i saw her again opening up another door (:

ttl: "auntie,u bought 2 houses ah!"
Auntie: "no la,this my sis hse (:"
ttl: "oo,haha"
Auntie: "wan some rice?i put in container for u then u can eat later?"

this time i very gan dong liao..

ttl:"nvm nvm!!^o^my mum n dad gt put rice for me in my bag nw le (:"

This auntie though i dunno her,
yet she wanting to offer me rice,
asking me to eat first before work,
telling me be careful and rest when tired T_T

unlike the other chinese guy old fart~
he was sitting down in his living room..
watchin ~~porn~~ dvds loudly..

as i was about to slot the flyers into his door..

old fart: "oi!!i dun wan ah!u dun put ah!i dun wan!"

-,-'' he shouted across to me as if i killed his parents..
i was listening to songs =p
but my hp mp3 player was in the midst of changing songs!
that's why i could hear his thunderstorm..

but nevertheless,
i ACT as if i never heard,
and slot in the flyers =p

then as i past by his house again,
i faster throw few more pieces of flyers into his house!!!!^o^

hehe,dun mess with the ~~zohan~~ xiaodidi!!! ^o^
be nice,or i will be nasty >_<''

alright,
this stupid-so-little-$$ job is draining my strength..
but after 6days then i could get the full $$ -.-''

later,i going to cinatown to work 1st day trial!^^V
i actually apply to be a....

DISHWASHER!!!^o^

style ba?
dun underestimate such position,
as its $7/h,
and i dun have to face CUSTOMER!!!!!hehehe!

nevertheless,i dunno whether they wan hire me not la...
c how later (:

bye~
miss you lots sweetheart... =(

QUIZ-eSS by Xueyun Mei & Kevin ^o^

2008-09-08T13:39:00.003+08:00

hmm..tagged by them to do this survey,
but i remember i did it b4 last yr LOL!
so i modified it (and eliminate the lower portion)
hope u all dun mind yea! (:

XUEYUN MEI <3's

01. the person who tag you is.
xueyun (:

02. your relationship with him/her is.
哥-妹 relationship

03. your five impressions of him/her.
I)cute!
II)beautiful!
III)smart!
IV)caring!
V)hardworking!

04. the most memorable thing he/she had done for you.
Self-made a birthday card with the ~~handsome~~ picture of me pasted inside!

05. the most memorable thing he/she had said to you.
''dun sad,u still have me this mei,can always msg me!''
i tin smthin like tat.. =o

06. if he/she become your lover, you will.
haha,i think she has a bf and i gt a sweetheart =p

07. if he/she become your lover, things he/she had to improve on will be.
-nil- she's perfect enough (:

08. if he/she become your enemy, you will.
maybe ignore her??but that day wld nv comes (:

09. if he/she become your enemy, the reason will be.
betray and backstab me?lol

10. the most desired things you want to do for him/her now is.
msg her to study hard and clear O lvl next yr,instead of retainin lik me T_T

11. your overall impression of him/her is.
VERY LOVELY!!!^^V

12. how you think people around you will feel about you.
err stupid?old?naggy?short?very thin?mouth-cheap?

13. the characters you love yourself are.
Family b4 anyone else!<3

14. on the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are.
undecisive,maths & drawing handicapped,no future..

15. the most ideal person you want to be is.
my dad and my mum ~~not become woman ah~~ (:

16. for people who care& like you, say something to them.
thanks,but i doubt got any =p

~~17. pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you.~~

i eliminated this part!!!!hehehe..

-thanks mei!!!i did ur quiz lo ^o^-

Kevin's

01. the person who tag you is.
Mr kevin 先生 (:

02. your relationship with him/her is.
classmate and friend.

03. your five impressions of him/her.
I)smart!
II)very smart!
III)very very smart!
IV)loves LV!
V)dress finely!

04. the most memorable thing he/she had done for you.
wave gdbye to me after conflict lol..

05. the most memorable thing he/she had said to you.
''we're still frens''

06. if he/she become your lover, you will.
o,O'' 晴天霹雳 my parents will disown me T_T

07. if he/she become your lover, things he/she had to improve on will be.
go plastic surgery and transform into a ~~busty~~ woman =p jkjk

08. if he/she become your enemy, you will.
ignore him.

09. if he/she become your enemy, the reason will be.
backstab?backmouth me?betray?

10. the most desired things you want to do for him/her now is.
dunno lol..

11. your overall impression of him/her is.
very rich guy (:

12. how you think people around you will feel about you.
err stupid?old?naggy?short?very thin?mouth-cheap?

13. the characters you love yourself are.
Family b4 anyone else!<3

14. on the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are.
undecisive,maths & drawing handicapped,no future..

15. the most ideal person you want to be is.
my dad and my mum ~~not become woman ah~~ (:

16. for people who care& like you, say something to them.
thanks,but i doubt got any =p

~~17. pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you.~~

i eliminated this part!!!!hehehe..

-thanks kevin!!i did ur quiz!(: -

SHORT NOTE:

went WILD WILD WET yesterday with dan,mae,gary,sam,yan xin and his relatives..
i'm FIRST TIME an inexperienced organiser,
so........
if i made u all bored,
I'm S O R R Y alright (:
~~cuz my mood wasn't so good as well~~

but i got enjoyed myself!!^o^
mit up again!

华人生日 ^o^ 04/09/08

2008-09-05T01:11:00.005+08:00

对我而言,生日没什么吧..

但今天,却有两个人,

就是对我好的家人和我的女人 <3>

一大早,

老爸给我一个大红包!!!!! ^^V

宁上午从马国来找我,陪我,帮我做工 T_T

我突然发现她的手红红的!!

原来她做了2 红鸡蛋给我~ T_T ((^n_n^))
~~马来婆~~ 美女!!! <3
~~小帅哥~~ 丑八怪 =_=''
回到家后,我老妈煮了红鸡蛋No. 3 !!!! <3>

还有面线!!!!!!!!!!!! T_T

真的...

很谢谢我好的家人和宁!!

好爱你们~ ^o^

Reminiscence ^^V

2008-09-03T17:58:00.029+08:00

Reminiscing what happen these few months,
i've decided to use pictures to cut down my BOMBING =O
btw,changed my blogskin!!!
thanks to Mae again for finding the skin ^o^

26 july 08- 1 mth anniversary outing <3
Our 1st month anniversary!!((^n_n^))
so this macik came over to my house and helped me iron my shirt =p

MALAYSIA MERGED WITH SINGAPORE ^^V
No $$~~so we settled down for LJS after watching movie,
and we exchanged present at 12am!! (n_n)
she did a video and wrote (with illustrations) a diary for me!! <3
while i gave her something else to make her happy =p

xx/xx/08- bball day (:

~~people say i very cute in tis pic =p~~

~~Pls dun look at my face~~

This photo VERY nice!!!~~becuz mae was not inside~~

just take a few more glances at my beloved <33>

chio ba??<3

xx/xx/08- cwp shopping with zhining <3

Zhining and i bought this hp pouch dunno when (n_n)

26/08/08- 2 mth anniversary <3

I brought her to HORTPARK that KHA restaurant =) ((^n_n^))
Managed to plan several surprises for her along the way while we eating the dinner,and gave her my present ^o^
She's simply elated when she saw the desert =p

and i din forget she got me a couple tee as well!!!what's creative of her is that she packed it in a delivery package,
and wanted to act as if its my oversea fren -.-''
but evtin spoiled,
when i woke up late zzZzzz Z_Z

and my dad picked up the package outside my doorstep ^o^
hahahahhahaha...

But i really appreciated it.. <3 around ="p

27/08/08-ice skating with classmates (:

The next day,china man treat us all to ice skating,
but i never fails to take my eyes of her..
and teaching her how to balance and skate (:

Now no more TOGETHERNESS!!!=o
its EVERLASTING ~~steal BE's line..LOL~~

this means that,
frens comes and go,
in this clique,
the ones that stay on to the last,
will be the best of frens!^o^
will be the ones trueful to each other,
instead of changing frens again n again haha.

i dun even noe i will stay forever,
but i know,
being together with them,
just make my days brighter ^o^

31st/08/08- zoo outing with my beloved <3>

We went to the zoo FOC!!!!!no need $$$!!!LOL!!
Actually went with my sis and her bf,cuz her company family day,and we got free tickets!!i was so excited becuz..i always dream of gg to the zoo..with my girlfren^^V
zilong:''Tecka-leong,你以为!!!"

But the moment we were there,we saw our frens.. -.-''
This must be DANIEL!!!!^o^

"~~TOGETHERNESS~~ EVERLASTING!!kwaks-kwehs!!
since daniel is DA NIAO,then this bird-faced must be MAE!!jkjksaw a number of cute otters!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^o^
This must be T_ _ Tec_ Leo_ _ !!no wonder so cute!! (n_n)

From left to right,zhining and teckleong kissing~i personally love this pic!!^^
because if you observe the parrots' head..
whahahaha ^^V

Next up,we saw tall tall de cherry -.-''

Every visits to the zoo,
i never fails to take pictures of the kids there!

just look at the boy!!^^

Being ~~successful~~landscape student,i never fails to look at the plants T_T

This must be yanxin..

always hanging the head low low low low low low low low~Seeing this ben ben face,this must be yi en jkjk.
another shortie,

valerie..short short neck and leg =p jkjk

Next up will be recollection of butterflies pics!^^

Malaysia butterfly ~_~ =p

AH!!this is not me ok!!dun u all dare say this IS me!! o,O

but also not bad la...kura kura~

very cute ^o^

lastly before we leave,

we saw the fat fat amos =_= jkjk!

Basically,these are my life since july till sep ba (:

happy moments,sad things,angry events etc..

lots of changes that allows me to grow again (:

SHORT NOTE:

to:the one..sitting in the middle..

maybe we had not been so close as before,but i still wanna tell you,if you already plan to make several changes in your life,then because of what happen,you going to give up everything and lead a solitary life??

You claim yourself..a man?
wake up..
Humans when met with difficulties,
there are 2 different response.

1)Face the music and fight on!!proving to everyone else that you can make it!!
2)Let the problem affects your whole life and be lonely.

u claimed i'm your bestfriend,
hence i hope you can heed my advice (:
gd lucks..

to: jinjin

pls do not be sad,your grandpa gonna be alright!!!
pick yourself up,
the family needs you!!

to: zilong

byebye to china and come back soon!!!^0^

to: zhining

i miss you badly =( i still trying to get used to the life that you were not here with me in singapore T_T but i think...i'm never wrong when i ask u go back to msia T_T ur family needs you more than i do...~~but right now i need you alot too!!~~

Nevertheless,i will come and find you de!!!=O maybe twice a week!even its just eating lunch or having breakfast together,i will come to msia and look at ur chantek face!!

yo te amo ((^n_n^))!!

2008-08-24T23:38:00.000+08:00

"so you said u nv,n i choose 2 believe u though i cant c~"

......i'm hurt......

i love you
i love you
i love you
i love you
i love you
believe me...

byebye...

LET GO ^o^

2008-08-16T19:01:00.004+08:00

Suppose i tot evtin will be the same,
but now i dun tin so..

why is it evtime that i'm the one coming to you?
have you got probs..while i dun have?
haha..
i guess u have a better,reliable fren duncha?

its ok!!!hehe..if gg out together is just to make ev1 happy,
then such life sucks..
i aint like this in the past.

NOW i decided to take back my old line,
"fren dun need alot,just 1 or 2 trueful wan is enough!"
as long as i got 1 kawan,
3 closes frens,
1 brother,
my dad mum sis,
not forgetting my most important reason of my life- my GF ^^3
she's always there for me to hear my troubles <33

haha..
sry if there are ppl coming by here,
it seems like ev of my posts are abt frens -.-"
psps..

but i have decided to blog often since now projects are gone!!!!!^o^
juz watched HUANG JIN LU (repeat) again (:
笑姑 says:"笑也一天,哭也一天,倒不如开开心心地笑着过每一天!"

A HAPPY DAY PAST IS A DAY GAINED!
i shouldnt be sad or be troubled
over you who dun even want to trust in me anymore (:
we gonna be JUST fren frm now on.

to the people i missed and love ^0^

2008-08-02T00:41:00.002+08:00

to: jinjin,kelly,aiwee..

we are so damm busy with poly life!
i always scold u all stupid polyers when i retain..
now i also noe the pain T_T lolz..
projects flooding me,
but yet i miss u guys =p

UNBELIEVABLE i type these rgt?
but anyway,
let's mit up after i submit my stupid projects!-.-''
or during the vacation months ^^

Juz wanna tell u all,
i hadn't forget those 3 whu stood by me,
when i was down..
when i failed my o lvl..
on my birthday.. <3

doesnt mean i gt gf means i neglect u all k!
i'm stuck with projects.. T_T
miss you guys!!!!!

永远的好朋友ssssssssss.... ^o^

to: brother

hey,i always wanted to write ur letter n reply u,
but i just could not find the time.. T_T
i wanted to write VERY VERY long,
but then i tin i leave it to next letter,
tml i will write smtin short for u!

i v. anxious..
i heard frm cas u not replying..
u...ran out again -.-''
asshole u..
or u busy studying for ur o lvl inside?

watev the case,
i kip my next letter to u short n bomb u with all my qn.

as i gt 3 best haopengyou,
u gonna always be 1-and-only de BROTHER!<3
same as you,
i dun address any fren as brother,
becuz i noe BROTHER is only meant for worthy ppl like u^o^

29/04/09 faster come... T_T

to: togetherness ^^

it's very nice to noe u all,
i tot i wld make enemies instead of frens in my course..
mayb becuz my horrendous look..

but i nv dreamt of making so much frens^^
esp mae n yx..
i only closer to u all ba (:

sorry i gg blog the pictures soon when i more free!=p
had lots of fun whenever with u all,
let's hit MAWAI TRIP after stupid primer n test -.-''!

may not know u all very well..
but i juz very happy to have reliable frens ^o^

to: MAKCIK <33

wahahaha..

dear --> darling --> sweetheart <3

i told u, u were promoted!=p
haha
now u are my sweetheart!!
i love you lots!!

i noe...
we been thru alot,
u are so special n different,
that we were always be able to speak up,
be very honest n say out ^^

i tot i wldn be able to have another love,
till i met u..

i wanted to blog so much about u,
but i just dun hav the time,
we doing the projects right?

2 6 0 6 08 i cant forget the days u in my hse!
i was like so elated!! <3

whenever i'm down,
u were there..
rubbing my cheeks,
patting my back..
and hug me in a very comfortable xinfu way^o^

i love evtin of you.
i'm so sorry..i nv tot of ur feelings previously...
duibuqi~

but i'm glad we clarify evtin!
n evtime after such tin,
we tend to becm closer n more loved! <3

ok i stop being naggy here,

i juz wanna tell you,
i'm glad i go after you!
i had never regret..
if i had been indecisive and ''pushing'' u ard,
i wldn be so happy evday!!!!mwarks!! <3

love is not abt talent,
is about the effort.

i will continue to put in 101% of effort,
to make you happy,
to make you smile,
to make you very xinfu ((^n_n^))

thank you n yo te amo <3>
i'm forever ur SOCK-Si!! (wooooooF!!!)

and hor,
look here,
i NEVER help dao u hor,
dun anyhow say,
the playground i only cut the sticks T_T nia..
and u my sweetie,
of cuz i pei u to hortpark la -.-''
budoh makcik <3

2 days cant c u...
ji shang xin wor.. :(
jiayou in primer!!! <3

i gg slp soon,
juz update so blogger wont delete me =p

though this post may seems very simple,
but these are all words from my heart.. ^^
u guys are important ppl in my life,
the rest are frens,
some others are just passer-by! (:

byebye~~^o^ yawn.....

My love (n_n)

2008-06-25T02:44:00.004+08:00
Blogged to kill off the previous post =.=''
becuz i tin blog is to manifest happy stuffs,not those kind..

N-O-P-E! ^o^

anyway,juz a short one HAHAHA.

i...i'm a happy man ever since two six o six o eight (n_n)
thanks for appreciating me..

love you lots <3
day by day.. (:
we still hav a long journey ahead =p

((^n_n^))

OH GOSH!!!
okok!back to primer project... T_T

blah..

2008-06-25T02:44:00.003+08:00
...i told mae i dun care,but smhow,i dunno hw to say
i've becm labelled as the devil.. lmao..

i wanted to make this post quick,so i can get back to project..
i saw his blog
his entries
his tags

the conversation i had with you previously,
yup,sm1 told me to tell u also tat i like her..
cuz if i dun tell u tat day,
1 day u find out,
u will hate me to the core

so i did tell u..
i type..ev words..are frm my heart,
its not as if u labelled as ''words from the mouth..''
i knew i wasnt right to encourage u to woo her in the 1st place,
but i was tryin to ask whether u hav interest in her,
hence would u woo her.

no is ur ans,n i told u i wldn..
i told u to woo her,but u say u not really ready.
aft tat,love juz come,n i fell deeper for her..
so..
is that so wrong?

do i hav to report to u tat i like her deeper since 1st day..
do i hav to??
i tot u not ready..
whu knows suddly b4 sch reopen,
u blog tat u like her
n now evtin in a mess..

u sms me,
yup,not only u was hurt..
u seems to think tat i i i me me me,
i was the one whu faked u,
gave u fake hopes,
ask u woo her end up i woo her..

but can i ask u,
is tat so wrong?
i dun remember telling u tat I WILL NOT FALL IN LOVE AGAIN
n i tell u tat i had feelings for her too..

but its ok..
the ppl whom matters most are my loved,my family,my wuguis..
i dun really wan frens..

yup,i gt ur sms today,
it seems like ur fren told u to be more gentleman..
n now all the more i felt like a devil..
suppose she's urs,
n i snatch her..

haha..
i wish we hadnt talk at all during tat time,
in msn.

wasnt it?
the more we communiate,
the more wrong fake words came frm my mouth..
lol..

i told u hope we still can be frens,
but i dun tin so..
i wld communicate well,
but not as well..

evtin had changed,
i'm..quite a fake..so,
its not wise to be fren with me alrgt?
u wld ended up feeling more hurt.

goodbye to u then..
sorry if i brought up all these misunderstanding causing u to be depress n hurt n betrayed n angered.

i juz hav to voice out wasn't it..
i was afraid u mgt tin i am creating another story,
washing other ppl's mind.

frm tml,
i wldn tin abt tis issue again.
bb.

Funny things of ANGMOH & SINGAPOREANS ^^

2008-06-08T05:49:00.002+08:00
When picking a fight.

Ang mohs: Excuse me, is there anything you are not happy with me? Maybe we can sort it out.
S'poreans: Oi, where buay song. Come fight lahx.

When someone is talking on phone loudly & is sitting beside you.

Ang mohs: Excuse me, can you please lower down your voice. I will greatly appreciate that.
S'poreans: Oi. Diam diam lahx. Cha si mi.

When movie tickets are sold out.

Ang mohs: So what do you purpose since the movie tickets are sold out?
S'poreans: Oi, how arhx? Go where?

When discussing project:

Ang mohs: So how do you think we should proceed?
S'poreans: Dont ask mi lehx. Ask others lahx.

When asking people to move aside.

Ang mohs: Excuse me, can you let me through?
S'poreans: Oi siam lahx! Mai ta lor (dont block the way)

When farted in the lift.

Ang mohs: Excuse me.
S'poreans: Not mi, not mi.

When going to the toilets.

Ang mohs: If you would excuse me for a moment, I have to go to the gents/ladies. Please carry on without me, it would only take a moment.
S'poreans: Oi, wait. Buay tahan. toilets lehx? I go pang jio.

When being doubted.

Ang mohs: I don't recall owing you the money.
S'poreans: Where got? Dont bluff lahx. Any how say me.

When disagree with someone.

Ang mohs: Sorry, I don't think I agree with what you are trying to say.
S'poreans: Mai kao pei kao bu lahx.

When the weather is hot.

Ang mohs: The weather is so hot. How I wish I'm in a air-conditioned place.
S'poreans: Biang. Si bei hot. Why no air-con sia! Na bei.

Adapted from someone's blog... (: (hope he dun mind =.='' )

I really had a good laugh when i came across his entry ^^
especially the part when going to the toilets..
that's the phrase i often use LOLL @.@

Time checked: 05.55am
Date : 8th june 2008
Event : Oversea trip to TAMAN NEGARA (~~america~~ Malaysia..)

YEAA!!!!!i'm setting off!! (:
its my first time gg oversea!
i know many will be mocking at me,
but i'm so excited that i cant's sleep at all!! T_T
might catch some winks later on the COACH *_*

Hmm,for those who will be missing me,
feel free to visit my ~~tombstone at kranji..~~ Blog here n tag me!!! ^^
haha...

hopefully i come back in one piece.. ^^
omg..
i'm sure gonna miss my ah pa,ah ma,n ah ji (:

oops!!!gtg!
coming back in the morning of 11th june!!! ^^

it's been 2 years.....

SAyoNaRa~ ^^

Poly Lifestyle (:

2008-06-02T22:13:00.012+08:00
MIA-ed for so long, Its time i come blogging again ^^
FIRST of all,let me THANKS mei yan fang.. haha!i mean,her daughter
Mae Ng Yan Fang for helping me out in this new skin,
song and all the photos!!! (: (bow bow)

"this is my KAAR.. "

Basically,this post will be all about my poly lifestyle,the wonderful ~~fake~~ friends i've known,the activities i've been through thru these weeks.

(at IMM ) a guy juz cant stop staring me.. @_@
The day ~~i forgt the date..~~ we went to fort canning for our CIP ^^
The one carrying umbrella is me.. (:

"my boss-nicolas and i "

The kids are simply too cute, TRUE and naive (:
they are actually from special school,
but i guess they are no difference or even BETTER than us!

i know i look very funny..
argh,
juz look at the cute kids!!!! ^^

"arif the artist.. "
She came to me,shook hands n hug me ... X_X
For that moment,i felt as if i was in heaven,very blissful to receive a hug from a kid ^^ Next up, these are the pictures of future LANDSCAPE ARCHITECTS ^^
Frm left to right-yi en (chao ah lian),zhining (shh..),valerie (ah lian), kevin, mae yan fang,cherry,me ~~(with the shoe..)~~ ,zilong,daniel and yan xin (:
Our lecturer- my sonny (:
i still rememb i sms him that i dunno how to draw.
he said:

''Dun worry,got me" lol..

2nd lecturer Miss Marilyn (:
She's the nicest teacher i ever seen (:
The rest of the classmates ~~very hard to name all here !^$&$#~~ (:
1 June..the day we left each other T_T
"hey!!come come!kiss me leh kiss kiss...! "
and i become a gay.. o_O''
China man Zilong =P

This is what china man do to singapore,
the moment they see sofa seats in esplanade,they lie down n sleep =P
hehe jkjk ^^

Group photo taken at esplanade there (:

''oh shiiiiiiiiiiiiitttttt.... (gary) "

On our way home.. (:

Ok!
so tired liao *_* i think i can see stars..
so far i'm very happy with my new life again,
i hope i won't make anymore ~~fake~~ bad friends again ^^

*all photos credited to mae yan fang (:
thanks once again for the help!!

and if anyone pop by,pls visit my friend's blog, just click here :

http://www.0thersideofme.blogspot.com/

he needs support (:
thanks!

SAYONARA~^^

Mother's Day ^O^ 11th MAY

2008-05-11T23:32:00.007+08:00
hello!!!
lol..i know i have not been updating these few months =X
cuz i am ~~lazy~~ busy adapting to poly life (:

ok la..not bad,
i enjoy being a poly student,
nobody bothers my hair,
i can wear slipper,
go toilet also dun have to ask =X

i dun uds y sm people still misses sec sch life,
perhaps its the fact that i retain ???
that i'm sick of sec sch?

haha,
nevertheless,i find poly ppl more friendly n true ~~mayb...~~
watev the case,
i am very happy wit my new classmates n course now,
despite very busy n tired T_T

okokok!
next time then blog abt poly life ^^

now..
today is WA LAO BU's DAY!!! (:

Fri we alrdy gt went out makan at paragon,
then ytd,i went to order 12 stalks Kang Nai Xin for ah bu (:

LOLL!!^^ this is the small card i bought for my mum (:
the content abit mushy la @.@ but its frm my heart >_<''
So my plan is to purposely buy for her (despite knowing she dun like -.-'' )
and PURPOSELY go her working place n present it to her (:
so she can show off to her frens,
and ~~her son will get all the praises n be famous~~ she will be very happy ^0^
TA-DAAA~~!!
She was like damm happy,(though kip scolding me.... >_<..)
then went ard telling the aunties,
that ''my son buy for me de,HAIZ waste $$ .. "

lol ^^ i purposely wan make her veri wei feng,
n at the same time malu =P
but most importantly,
i know she's grnning frm ear to ear,
frm heart to mouth (:

HAPPY 18th MOTHER's DAY MA!!!^^
thks for rasing me up,
sorry for making u angry all these yrs,
i will learn to be a better son (:

LOVE YOU LOTS MA~ muacks! <3

My one-and-only Brother tuen ^^

2008-04-03T16:20:00.007+08:00
ENTRY NO. 1 (continued frm before...)

Maybe i'm a lil late,
but could only find time today to blog abt Bro's issue.
Basically,this post is abt my last few conversations with ah Tuen .. lol..

~FLASHBACK~FLASHBACK~FLASHBACK~FLASHINGBACK...~

12 MAR 08
Time: 04:27am

Assuming tat bro gg back his ''village'' soon in the noon,
i decided to SMS-ed him (:

TTL :

''Bro,mayb u hav all the sweet msg for gals,bt i hereby wan send u msg as well.
not so sweet bt enugh to make ur hair stand (:

OK,bro tongt is d last midngt i sms u lik tat,
i can stil roughly rememb hw we met.
hw many times we fell out,
n hw many yrs our bro-ship are (:

8 yrs le..
these 8 yrs,
can onli say onli 2-3yrs whr we reali address each other as brothers.

We changed,
thru these yrs.
i nv expect such a great change in u,
bt its ok,
nobody despise u,neither do we reject u.

n cm to tin of it,if u din change til lik nw,
will our friendship be bonded strongly nw?haha.

But wat i wanted to emphasize is tat,
u change,frm gd to worse,
bt i nod ur heart is kind,
juz tat u get into d wrong company..

Lik wat ws say,once u cm out,
in 2009,
change again alright?

i'm nt gd wit words,
juz hope tat u ll go in lik a man tml,n cm out as a freshman (:

we r stil young.
if u tin u r lagging behind us,
n u r worse than all of us,then u r damm wrong.

as i always say,
if u tin u r stupid n lousy,
there's always sm1 (ttl) far worse off than u.
Will tat make make u feel beta?ahaha..

Cm out,
enrol in to sec sch,
pursue studies n o lvl,
get into poly,n let's go NS tgt! :)

Jerryl Tuen Wai Kit,
its nt too late (:
Whenever u felt lost,
or u lost ur way,
ursel in the middle of ur path,
i ttl ll always b there,to guide u d right away (:

i aint superman or clever ass,
bt 1 tin i nod,
i dun wan u to sunk deeper n deeper into hell..haha,abit over le me..
Ok-ok
To be continued.

(end of SMS 1...was lik...10 TEXT pages =X )

''I will wait for u,
as ur bro,
as ur 8yrs de fren,
i ll be extremely delighted to c ur damm face again next yr!

Rememb..
watev we chat ytd,
promise to change etc at d expressway concrete grd there!!

Nw head on,
face d music,
n defeat d devil in ur heart!

d next tin u nod when u cm out frm d cave of ordeal,
u ll b bestowed wit a shinning armour n thus becm a successful warrior!

OK!bro..will miss u lots^^
i today too tired to blog,next yr u cm out c my entry for u lo hehe..''

(end of SMS 2... ^^ and i went to slp...)

Later in the noon........
Time: 1:56pm

TTL: ''when u gg in (: ? ''
Jerryl:"Lol my Sis heaven come leh ..."
TTL: ''LOL!okok..when u ok le,SMS me (: i will pei u no matter wat time (: ''

i wait and wait...
all the way till nightfall..
Time: 8:07pm

Jerryl: "Bro bro..?''
TTL: ''Yes??"
Jerryl: "Lol no lah... I stress up... Lol "
TTL: "Lmao,But y?"
Jerryl: "About going back ... Cb i feel like a coward looking for excuses not to go back ..."

TTL(my turn to nag....cuz i start to feel sad for bro as well..):
Time: 8:26pm

''I knew it..i nod u too well bro..

Bro..
as u told us,its nt abt gg in forever rgt?

Judge ur current status..
u r wanted by them,
u cant hav ur own ic,
u cant continue studies
nor can u set up business happily.

u told me u wish to open a pub wit ur sis sm yrs ago rgt?
can u do tat nw?its v. Difficult..
Do u wan to live on ur grandma forev?
u tin she could support u eternally?

d fact tat u had step out d 1st step to decided to go back,
is a v. Couraging decision alrdy..
i applaud u 4 tat courage n bravery.
bt u also muz make gd of ur words (:

mayb u go in there,
u ll suffer,
get cane again
or bullied i duno..

Let d pain remind u to change.
endure d punishment,n evtin ll b over.

Do not fear death,
or rather,
fear d unlived life.
U dun hav to live forever,
u juz hav to LIVE.

Do u wan to continue on being stuck in tis society?
whr onli those underlings nod abt jerryl tuen
but those hao lian stupid suckers rich ppl despise ppl like us?

One tin i nod,
i've nv ev look down on u ,
not saying i rich ok,i also hate RICH PPL alot.lol..(: "

~no reply frm bro...~
Time: 8:29pm

''1 word,if u hav decided,lata no matter wat time,i ll change n cm out to pei u go in (:
if nt u fix a date again,i ll stil walk thru d pain wit u :) bro."

~still no reply...~
Time: 8:34pm

''Bro,u understand wat i mean?if u..need sm1 to talk,juz giv me a call."

~no reply~
Time: 8:50pm

''求求你给我个机会
不要再对爱说无所谓
如果相爱是完美
就让我们用真心去面对

求求你给我个机会
不要再对爱说无所谓
留下了太多伤悲
告诉我你到底爱着谁....

记得这首歌吧,我会用心去练习,
一年后,等你出来,我们再去 KBOX 唱个够! 加油,勇敢点!"

After that,he did not reply me for an hour LOL...
i tot i had said smtin wrong..
i sms-ed him again..
TIME: 9:45pm

"Sorry..din mean to stress u furthur.juz do watev u deem its rft 4 u (: u alrgt?can reply me??bro?"

FINALLY HE REPLIED!!
TIME: 9:49pm

Jerryl: "Ps ps i fall asleep lah .... I just now think think think......When i should go back..... Lol "
TTL: "Read thru my stupid msgs,n tin again k ... :) "
Jerryl: "Hahaha yeah i read through liao ... Veri cute hor u ... Lol bro we set date together if by den i don go back u callpolice to catch me ... "

~END~

~COMEBACK~COMEBACK~COMING BACK....~

That's basically all..
i kept all his msg n mine juz to contribute to this post. (:
then we fix up 17march n off i sent him back to ''village"

Personally,i felt very proud for bro..
at least he knew he made a mistake,n he decided to go back ^^
The fact tat he is so brave...

yea.
i will wait for him,
all of us will wait for his comeback in 2009 (:
Heard tat he's gg to pursue PRIVATE O inside!!!

Since bro made a difference in his life,
i guess i must made mine too (:
i had alrdy decided to live a healthy lifestyle,
by:

1) Mon-Wed and Sat: slp before 1pm (cuz got BAO ZI DAN & wo chai X3 lol ^^)
2) Thur,Fri,Sun: slp before 10pm
3) Eat fruits everday!
4) Every Mon,Wed,Fri,Sun is EXERCISE day for me,u will c me in the stadium starting tml (:
5) I will do some housework when i'm at home.
6) NO MORE midnight don outside!!
7) Eat more n become Fatter..
8) Save up more $$!!!
9) Treat my parents better n better (:
10) Spend more time with tortoises.

Of course,
these ''carefree'' lifestyle is only for PRE-school plan lol ~~(CONTRADICTING...)~~
when i got into poly,
rules number 1,2,3,5,6,7,8,9 stays on.
the rest i will try... (wat the ASS am i talking T_T )

Sayonara~^^

CHAN TUEN BROTHER

2008-03-22T02:46:00.061+08:00
~~CHAN~~ TUEN BROTHER (:
ENTRY NO. 210/03/2008,

Fugitives Jerryl,Wenshen and Teckleong,
decided to come to this place,to end their saddened life :(
Upon staring blankly at the frightening zooming cars,
they ~~ham ji and refused to die~~ decided to take picture FIRST,
then end their lives just like that :(
......It seems that only ws is happy to die.........

Jerryl: er..ok,ttl,let's pei ws n smile happily before we die!!!
Jerryl tried,but still giving tat ***hole look
TTL heed bro's advice n smile like an old man (:
Ws as usual,
showing his COLGATE WHITENING TEETHS -.-''

TTL:eh,i suppose ws u shld on the flashlight ba?so dark >_<''
WS: ah!okok psps!!i on now!

TTL:WAAAA!!!!!off!!!! OFF OFF!!!NB!too bright la :(

Ws's flashlight seriously injured ttl's bak jieu (eyes),
while he went aside to rest,
ws and jerryl took their last picture together.. :(

Jerryl: i..... i dun wanna die ..yet...god,guide me!
Being so emo,Ws gave up taking pictures wit him,

he turned to the ttl
(whom juz recover frm SERIOUS-BEI-LIGHT-RAY-HIT-DAO disease),
and pester him to take picture again..
TTL:HUMP! Walau...i dun wan take le la!i smile..dao....so old,so ah pek. :(
WS:ahh....plspls...juz 1 more 1 more 1 more!plspls.
TTL:ok-ok la...1 more ah! =p
TTL: ...........y u take 1 more??????? .....-.-''

TTL:again??
Ws: U scroll up,just now i say 1 more 1 more 1 more ma,TOTAL 3 MORE :P
TTL: (praying...) wa!pls la..dun take le can?? :( plspls

The 3 brothers headed on snapping pictures continously,
suddenly forgot the reason why they came to the express way area.
THEY THOUGHT WE'VE FORGOTTEN,
We audience just wanna see them jump down!

DIE!
and crash by the cars!
Best got lorry or school bus zoom past n hit ttl!! =)
Later on,ws was left out =(
he began to zhilian.

WS:ooommugh!!

WS:hehe,i'm the worst shortest guy! :P

Jerryl:eheh!!i got mood le.shoot me!shoot!!! ^^

Jerryl:ahhhhh.....ahhh.....gdgd!!!thank you!!wait i wear my shade..wow!! ^^

SUDDENLY!!
TTL sense a bunch of unidentified flying objects heading towards them!! =O
OHHHHHHHHHHHH!
he manage to caught 1,
it turned out to be the world's most lethal weapon: THE~~~~green leaf (:

TTL manage to save himself,
but the rest hit-ed jerryl n ws!

TTL:AHH!! (praying again..) sorry sorry!

Legend has told that these lethal weapon will make ppl hallucinate for 5mins,
if worst come the worst,
male victims will become impotent aft 5 mins!!
WS illusioned himself to be flying across the sky,
Do singapore proud,
and enter NATA,
to be the 1st SINGAPOREAN ~~shortest~~ ASTRONAUT!! ^^

Jerryl aspire to be ~~acer~~ a muscular man!!!ARCGH!!!!

*****PLEASE NOTE,BELOW GRAPHICS IS UNSUITABLE FOR MINORS.
IT SERIOUSLY CONTAIN EXTREMELY EXPLICIT PORNOGRAPHIC MATERIALS.
PLEASE REFRAIN FROM SCROLLING DOWN,
IF YOU ARE BELOW 18 YEARS OLD!!!!**********

Refusing to be OUTKAST,TTL decided to join in their fun,
despite evaded the lethal weapon: the green leaf -.-''

From these two evidences,
we can clearly sees what ttl aspire to be and hallucinate that he's a..... -.-''

(After 5 mins........)
The 3brothers were so afraid n confuse of what happen,
they decided to leave this place for good,
and find other means and ways to end their lives.. :(

Soon,they headed to the nearby pool centre,
hoping that the balls could knock them out n die on the spot (:

Suddenly,World most renowned ~~fiercest tigress~~ kelly tek appear!
She even force ttl to take pic!!! =(

rrrrrrrr......ws and ttl again..... -.-''

The balls failed to hit them to death,
then jeremy,ai wee and jesline + their leader,tigress tek jio them to kbox.

They claim that,
by singing thru the midnight could cost them their precious lives!!
So the 3bros stupidly heed their advice n fell for their trap *_*

Kelly:Yes!!what a great way to die!!
Jeremy:U 3 ham ji bros,y dun wan let cars knock u to death?DAMM!
Ai Wee: (popping ECTASY PILLS.... )aiiiiiii~~yaRRR~~stu~~pid jerrrrrrrmy..sing also..can die rgt =)
Jesline: YEA YEA!! ^^ ~~i so short~~ lmao

So they began their quest on JOURNEY TO THE DEATH,
but obviously ws never leave his butter fingers over the camera -.-''
bth his COLGATE TEETH...........

FORMAL FUNERAL 6R size DEATH POTRAIT PHOTO (:

INFORMAL FUNERAL PIC ^^As their fren ZHIWEI once told them,
their faces are EXTREMELY owe-punching... (esp ttl)

TTL:ah!!!sorry la,i forgot take out last ngt toothbrush that's stuck inside my gums ma!>_<''

WS STILL TRYING HIS BEST TO SING TO DEATH~

While ws refuse to leave when the clock striked 6am,
the kbox crew has to dragged him out...

Jeremy (frm behind..):Oi!!!go la!stupid..

The trios failed in their mission to death...-.-'' !
Then they began to bicker,
and debate whu's more ham ji......
and eventually decided to go their separate ways :(

WS made out his first step,
and hopes that he can undergo surgery,
and transform into MAS SELEMAT ~~HARI RAYA~~,
so that the police wont recognise him as fugitive wenshen (:
stupid rgt?now he becm the world most wanted man!lmao..

As for ttl and jerryl,
their feelings for each other is so deep that aft a few days,

They patched up and regain brotherhood status!^^
TTL decided to change over a new flower
and cut his hair,
to repay his sins >_<''

MR JERRYL made the most honarable choice to turn in himself (:
*notice the length of ttl's hair n jerryl's....
Behind them is the SINGAPORE BOY's HOME.

TTL felt that his hair is so short n ugly,hence he prefer to take the back shot ^^

Hence,the story ends here with this ending (:
Fugitive jerryl will come out next year 2009,
17th MARCH as a new young ***hole!!!

TTL continue waiting for his brother,
while WS's plastic surgery will take 1 yr to complete,
he will be back next yr as WEN SELEMAT (:

END~

FINAL WORDS BEFORE HE WENT IN:

Hello everyone,for those who dunno me,dun ask me,ask ttl.
juz note my face n note my ***hole hair.
i will miss my cat~

and i will be BACK!!!^^

SAYO~

i'm sorry mum =(

2008-03-15T03:13:00.002+08:00
i just did a horrible thing when i got home.

...i chided my mum.
omg..
what have i done..again..

i always wanted to give them good life,
promise to be a good child n be filial to them..
end up i scolded her for being nosey about my hair??.... =(

asshole.
i dun think i deserve to be their perfect child.
i did not scold as in...those heaty arguments... -.-''

i vent my anger by saying her in a sarcastic manner.
till i hit the point that my dad has to come in n reprimand me..
he REMINDED me that i must show respect,
yet i did not heed his command and went on blabblering................

i'm so...an asshole.
even after that,my mum came to me and find topics to start chatting with me -.-''
what the hell have i done..

everytime i reminded myself to be a good child,
yet i had been making them angry...worry..upset..disappointed...

i'm sorry mum...
i'm so so sorry..
i wish i had the courage to see in front of you,
but obviously i don't.

wanted to confide this with someone,
but i guess the only best listener this late is mr blogger.com
i'm so useless...

as i'm typing now..
my heart aches as i was reminded of every single words i chided you,mum..

i'm sure..
your heart hurts 10 000ousand times than me..
just now...

sorry =(
i swear i will love you guys more!
and really be nice.........sry dad..and mum.

HOT NEWS ^^

2008-03-01T02:06:00.011+08:00
No more edison's sex scandal..."eh....i'm..sorry....i resigned :(""*_*'' GOMENASAI!!" :( sobsobz~
(a lil disappointed with Gillian chng...but nvm,as long as her songs n movies are nice ^^ )

"Video la!!i scare meh???come!!"

Now we turned our heads frm HONGKONG,
to this cute little red dot found on the world map,
which ~~can only be seen using magnifying glass~~ can be seen using eyes :P

Not forgetting that we have won ourseleves,
the RIGHTS to be the host of youth olympic 2010!!! ^^

"ssSSSSssssing..GAPORE (: "and the lions rejoiced! (:
......then this happened.

"hello everyone,i am MAS SELEMAT ~~HARI RAYA~~,i am crippled and i might hav shaved my beard,my ~~pubic~~ hair,my mouthstache..i might even wear a wig and become like this.

-.-'' or this...

sooo,CATCH ME IF YOU CAN :D " ~~MAS~~ selemat hari raya ^^

haha..
i shall keep this entry short n simple+LAME like this LMAO!!
gg slp lo.. ^^

SAYO~

Ain't No Young Boy Anymore

2008-02-27T20:23:00.003+08:00
Glad to be able to update again =)

(wat hav i done these few days... =.='' )

AHHH!
yea..

WGS Concert day (:
it turned out to be my family's eatout day as well..
as i PS my frens n choir,
made a trip to UPPER THOMSON KOREA RESTAURANT ^^

Before we move on to the ~~delicasiesdelicacies~~,
(PS ~~i love you~~ :ENG F9 ..)
i met kel wee jeremy ali at RP to catch WGS rehearsal ^^

i actualli bought 1 ticket (juz to support choir..),
but thks to jes,
i was able to recoup my losses n pay nth at all! :P
as she helped me to find buyer,
xie le ^^

oooOOoooo...
not to mention i saw...
............a ghost.............in RP *_*''

FLASHBACK-FLASHBACK-FLASHBACK......

Thanks to jovi tan for resolving the misunderstanding..
Not i send wan,
....its that faker whu sent that message!....

COMEBACK-COMEBACK-COMEBACK.......

yes,this,
i'll remember forever.

that ghastly spirit that i saw,
was ~~Ronald~~ (it stains my hand typing his name here LOLv)

Mr ivan lee asked me before,
''wat happen if u get into RP,and u see him again??''

My Ans was:
''i'll juz treat him as a ghost lorr :P "

i mean..
i'll be very honest to myself.
i 'm a very ~~pretty~~ petty guy..

ONCE A FRIENDSHIP IS BROKEN,IT WILL NEVER EVER BE MEND..

i suddenly finds friendship tis kinda SHIP,
very scary and horrible..
Previously met with several setbacks,
and i came to notice,
sm frens..
cant be trusted at all.

1)i had a grp of frens,but smtin happen during my ~~brightest~~ darkest period of my life,so nw we became strangers when we see each other -.-''
i nod perhaps its not their fault,its purely the change i see in me,if we cant associate with each other amicably,then..

let it be =) i tin remain like this is far better than forcing our hearts and mind to get along (:

2)Another grp of ppl,whom i tot can be trusted,turned out to be making use of u all along.when he/she needs help,my name will always be remembered n automatically,my inbox will appear his/her name.

When i'm not needed or i needed help,he/she will vanish into thin air,n never appear in front of you again (:

LOLv...

its ok.
let this be a lesson for me to learn.
i wont easily deemed people as Gd-Frens again lmao..

Summary:

FRENS CANNOT BE TRUSTED EASILY.

Not everyone is perfect.
i do have flaws and i bet the flaws i have are far worse off than others.
but when i giv out my feelings to a frenship,
i expect ppl to treat me equally nice.

as i always say,
if you treat me nice,i will treat you doubly nice.
if you treat me bad,backstab me,make use of me,i will be triply bad to you!

scary eh?
LOLv!
no worries.. (:

at least i nod i still hav a brother to count on (:
maybe...
he's gg back soon.
i'm sure gonna miss him tremendously ^^

STOP!!! (werent i mentioning abt family outing????????????)

haha..yes!
i dun need frens..i still hav my family!!
they are the ones whom i can rely on in times of ups and downs ^^

besides..
i tin frens hor...they......

....
ENOUGH ABT FRENS ALRDY!!!!

ok-ok lmao..
yes,
we reached upper thomson road.
entered the korea restaurant n enjoyed the food there (:
i find myself addicted to ~~drugs~~ gd foods!

$100+ !!!!
thank god its not my dad whu paid for the bill =.=''
my sis was the boss that day,

the occasion was to celebrate my sis getting a new job,
and me...
finally getting into poly (though a ~~lousy~~ Respectable course! )^^

We headed on to chong pang to transfer bus,
this i what i saw:

LMAO!!!!!!LOLv!!whahaha..
Marketing-wise: PERFECT (it attract ev1 to see this advertisement ^^)
dunno they gu-yi or what,juz finds it very comedy :P (whu wans to buy a hand-chicken anyways *_*'' )
HOME-SWEET-HOME!!
i aint young anymore..muz be mature n be extremely careful in dealing with frens -.-''

CHINESE NEW YR DAY 2 ^^

2008-02-20T20:14:00.037+08:00
I'm so STUPID can.
lmao
i actually boarded the wrong train to KHATIB on the way hm,
and reach AMK!!!! -.-''
muddle... =.=''
then i U-turn back to Admiralty..
haiz -.-''

anyway,as promised,
CNY DAY 2 Pic
i hope to juz pic sharing in blog ^^ :PHAHA.my dad love tis pic <3 (on the way to uncle hse..)

He woke up and smile happily ^^ lmao

lmao! =*= -'-

As i always say,

a SCHOOL of fish,

a FLOCK of birds,

a ...LORRY of..............~~Bangala~~People

lmao.
k stop racism -.-''

Reached~
and saw Ah ma smiling benevolently to us ^^

OK!
frm here onwards alot baby's pics!!!^^

This is ...eh i dunno the name,1 of my uncle's fren de son (: ZZzzzZZzzz...

UgggH??

Woke up le =.=''

He's holding on to my thumb..
and the feeling is like...
very special.
hmm..

my mum juz wldn wan to giv me a mei-mei or di-di :(

*Giggle :P

This baby Super Guai.
i tot he will woke up n cry nonstop~
but he still kip quiet n smile to me when we tease him with BABY LANGUAGE ^^

ANNNNNNNNNN KU KU~~~

My Dad Carrying the baby.
Skilled sia~

And this is my mum feeding the baby ^^
STILL SAY DUN WAN HAV BABY,
yet carry until so shuang :P

lmao..

Waa...
This is Yi Wa (my Tang Mei ^^) and Kendrick (my Biao Di^^)

Kendrick: eeeerrrrr~i want to play!
Yi Wa: Waaait~~!!i playing!!

Kendrick:nvm,i snatch!:P
Yi Wa: =.='' :(

Ha....

i nod i'm cute <3 =P

This is Kel (my Biao Di No 2 ) and Ah-mei (my sis ^^)

LOL!
Actually i love this pic.
cuz wat i saw was like...

Yi Wa taking 1 shotgun n shoot,
then burst into flames! lmao ^^
Grp Picture ^^
(psst-covered face de is Kenny my Biao Di No 3 ^^ )

yayaya...
tat boy above kept bully me..=.=''
he even tried to pull my earring OFF MY EAR!!!lmao..

....and yet i still can smile -.-'' lolz
(actually he's pressing damm hard on my shoulder,
and i was suppressing his force and fake smile to cam ^^)

^^
OK-OK!!

i nod u all juz puked when see tis pic!!!
LMAO..

i actually wanted to evade the shot by shaking,
but tat cam was so pro n took as though i'm break dancing :P
jkjk..
My Galfren in the far left <3>
love u dearie mwarks ^^

Haha!my mum look so happi in tis pic ^^

Like Father Like Son.. (our policy: NEVER SMILE!! )

hahahahahahahahahahhaahahahahhahaaahaaahahahahaah!!!!! :P
haha i love taking 全家福 ^^

My gf so ''CUTE'' lmao.. (:

hahah that's all for CNY DAY 2!!
*violently wiping sweat..

i uploaded these pics like..2-3hrs include typing.. =.=''
so tired..
lmao.
will update again on CNY 1st day pics.
(though its like so late frm CNY la -'- )

okok!^^
byebye (:

2nd post-PIMPLE SAVE MY LIFE LOLZ^^... =.='' T_T''

2008-02-15T23:51:00.007+08:00
Hmm i nod i'm suppose to post the entry below 2 days ago,
but the system gt prob,
so nw then i posted all them nw lo (:

eh tis morning..
lolz...
tin back i also wan to lmao.

i dragged myself frm bed,
walking aimlessly towards the toilet to clear my bursting bladder -.-''

Then,the kitchen de was occupied by my sis,
hence i shifted my direction towards my parents' bedrm.

As i was walking,
i shut my eyes VERY tightly,
cuz i can memorize the layout of my house,
so i juz walk...

When reaching the door,
i suddly rise up my hand n SQUEEZ my full grown PIMPLE -.-''

then....

BBBBBBBBOOOOOOOOOMMMMMMMMMMMMMMmmmmm~~~~~

......
my whole body knocked onto the bedroom door.. :(
i tot they always din close the door de,
so i juz shut my eyes n walk lo..

argh..
n n AND!
very lucky,
my hand protected my face!!

CAN U IMAGINE???? LMAO

nw is my left hand BLue-BLack..
but not my face +P
wahah.
i cant hurt my face u nod.

lolz

我靠这张脸吃饭的.........
hehe

The day i bestowed kelly the title- LI JIE (cool rite) =p (blog backwards ^^)

2008-02-15T23:51:00.002+08:00
(currently working.....)

7 days and 7 midnights of NO SLPING.
The urge of sooooo many RPG games made me scarificed my ngt,
and i juz cheong psp since 5/02/08 midngt -.-''
so evday,
when clock striked 2am,
i jiu devoted my time n energy,
juz to level up my character lmao ^^

OK!
so much craps.
as the title mentioned,i decided to blog backwards (:
(means this post is abt 3rd & 4th day of CNY,and follow next 2 posts will be 2nd day...1st day...etc)

3rd day (:

i did nth but eat shit sleep!!! =P

4th day (:

Psp-ed on the 10/02/08 midngt,
slp onli ard 6am +..
Then miraculously woke up ard 9am+
mit-ed Jin-ge,Li-jie & Ai-mei.

For ur information,
they are jin,kelly and aiwee subsequently :P

WE WATCHED CJ7!!!!wahahaha...
VERY NICE MAN VERY!!!!
i almost teared,
but i reminded myself to hold back,
cuz my father told me before,
GUYS SHED BLOOD,DUN SHED TEARS!!!!
GWAAHHHH!!!
(...so should i shed blood in cinema??lmao)

i love QI ZAI (:

Anyway,jin and i were kena con by li-jie,
to pei them down to changi airport..
CHANGI AIRPORT!!mind u... -.-''
The bus fare was $1.88 frm cwp... :(
T_T shed blood shed blood...

then we reached,they went to ''WORK''
while jin and i rested at COFFEE BEAN.
saw ~~coffee prince~~ sm chiobu and as u nod,
i rarely go cafe,
hence evtime i was there,
i transformed into sm CHINA BOY,
starring blankly at the menu board,
not sure wat to order,nice anot,need add sugar ma?

...this time round,
i am investigating the price instead.
$5.70 juz for a VANILLA LATTE!!
but bopian..
hav to buy 1 cup in order to sit there -.-''

So our motive is to sit there...
psp again...

aft tat jin n i decided to leave the boring slpy airport..
when we were inside the mrt station,
called li jie n told her abt our ~~flight~~ departure..
end up we disiao her make her n ai-mei VERY pekchek :P

They BEGGED us dun go :p
end up we wasted $0.66 juz to go out n find them -.-''
lolz..

(thinkin whr to go n wat to eat..)

We walk walk..
tin tin..
fight fight..

end up decided to go cwp eat ichiban -.-''
so boarded bus again back to cwp.

Then THIS PERIOD was difficult for me :(
mayb due to insufficient slps + sitting in opp direction + playing psp all the way to yishun..
i suddly bus sick n had the urge to vomit!!

i held back..
kept on thinkin hw XIA SWAY it wld me to TU on bus..
then ard chong pang,
i BURP~~
he-he-he ^^
ho sey :D

Outside ichiban,
saw their menu but not 1 granted me the action to drool :(
end up we decided to go 834 eat zi char instead :P

chatted n suan ai mei along the way,
cuz she always wear a helmet whenev we go out LOLZ!
hehe

then mum told me to da bao hokkien mee for dad,
when i reached,
he cant stop grinning -.-''
the HAPPY face displayed on his face....
was..
er..
in explainable lmao ^^

then walk home,din slp smmre..
psp till the 1st glimmer of sunshine cast thru my window grille..
ahh...
its morning (lame ass.. =0 )

5TH DAY

eat shit slp psp.

6TH DAY

Which is today..
omg.
i worked MORNING SHIFT!!
argh.

Dragged myself to work,
late for 10mins cuz ~~toilet bowl explode~~ mrt too slow.

slack slack slack..
beside answering calls,
i do nth but to browse ppl's blog..
sms and shake leg blablabla..

UNTIL NOW +.+''
i'm doomed...

All the 11 staffs,
went out for some buffet event!!!
leaving me alone..mind u,ALONE handlin the CC -.-''
i...i tot can like..
listen songs,slp awhile,~~orh pi sai~~,bring in kopi O drink..

End up the moment they were gone,
the time nw is 3:57pm,
i hav received 12 calls,
2 badminton bookings,
3 customers walk-in -.-''
realli got so heng..........

and i hav to tahan till 7pm+ ,
argh..
nvm wats nice is tat i still can blog,
walk ard n play songs like nobody care =P
haha ^^

okokok..
gonna blog abt cny soon if i gt the time (:
thks for patience if u r readin till the bottom line :D
Arigatoh!!*BOWBOW*

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the person read tis post will be a bloody fat pig,
in time to come,
ur pimples will develop on ur butt
and u will marry an indian 10 yrs down the road :P
JUZ JOKING^^

*poooooOOOooooOOffff ~~(act cute)~~

ok i nod i'm lame. LOLZ

MY FIRST LOVE...

2008-02-06T01:15:00.002+08:00

Continued...

This add-on post specially dedicated to u..
though u dunno me la..
ha..ha

Its like this,
i developed special feelings on this gal called LJQ,
when i was pri 1-3
i mean,ev1 has FIRST love rgt?

Then all these yrs,
i couldn forget the wonderful times i had wit her back in old hse (:

REWINDING.....

Lying to my parents tat i go print ws,
yet i stuffed my pocket wit plastic bags,
mit up wit her n others to blk 150 fountain and commence water bomb :D

But was caught by nosey perfects in sch the next day
(cuz wear sch uniform..)
n they confronted me n HER..
so i act GONG tat time,
trying to distract the stupid prefect's attention n signal HER to run away..

Instead,
she held on juz like the above pic...
and we dashed for the backyard,while running away frm the prefect =P

My heart was pounding....
Then i tot u gonna be my gal.

then we also mit up for catchings,
challenge running,
library..
n the confession on paper..

Hav you all forgotten abt it?

BACK TO TRUTH..

....
yes u hav.

1st day of work,
i was restless n nervous,
but suddly i tot of her name again,
i typed... L _ _ J_ _ Q_ _ _

UR NAME POPPED UP!
i dun care anytin n clicked for HER contact num.
n i could almost 101% confirm,
its HER (:

then i kept on staring to my watch,
the moment i was dismissed frm work,
i went straight home n msg HER.

HER replies:

''ya,i rememb the water bombs,n u same class wit me before,but i dun rememb you.''

.....
My heart tore.
i almost teared..
cuz i did not expect such reply..

Later on,
i could sense frm the way SHE replied,
was pretty furious abt HOW I GOT HER CONTACT..
its my fault for invading her privacy too..

then i replied:

''ok..i could sense tat u r angry.I wont pester u again,u hav my words.Sorry..
Its nice exchanging few SMSes wit u aft 11yrs :) thks for replying,takecare (: ''

I really din expect much.
i juz wanted lik mit up n chit chat like FRENS.
but i guess u are uncomfortable wit it.

n i nod...
thru out these years,
i'm the ONLY stupid one holding on to tis memories,
even tot of finding u when i'm adult..

i'm the ONLy stupid one whu tot u.. remember me??
ha ha....

its ok.
its time i let tis beautiful memories be buried beneath..

(:

Back to working life... -.-''

2008-02-06T01:15:00.001+08:00
Was assigned to NEE SOON SOUTH CC tat day 1st FEB.

The moments i entered the place,
i felt several uncomfortable feelings..
it seems like i couldn adapt to new environment quickly..

Hence i juz try my best,
build up rapport n trust wit the ppl there
and hopefully i can adapt soon..
(but i kept on compare NSS wit thomson..haiz..)

but 1st day,
FIRST DAY nia i jiu saw/do certain things tat made me go LMAO. =p

MY FOULS COMMITED AT NSS:

1st--->

I plucked up my courage n picked up the 1st call,
then the first sentence blurted out frm my mouth...

''Aftnoon,tis is thomson..err..nee soon..south CC..teckleong speaking here,hw may i assist u?''

...
It took me quite a while to eradicate THOMSON frm my speech in the following calls.

2nd--->

There's this very kind and nice staff named PETER,
he guided me well n aided me in watev i unsure of.
there's also tis staff call Richard.

suddly a call rang..

caller: ''hello,may i speak to Peter?''

juz then..
RICHARD went up the stairs to washroom.

me: ''eh PETER (i forgt whu's peter and whu's richard..) juz went out,wld you want to leave down your contact or speak to any other staff?

caller:ok get me others.
*then i turned behind n address 2 mdm foo and miss teo n PETER -.-''

me:eh he wans to find PETER,but he juz go toilet,u all whu wans to ans the phone?

PETER: ......WO JIU SHI PETER!!!

*then aunties blurted out in laughters..
-.-''
i damm PS and kept on apologised...LMAO.

THE FUNNY STUFF THAT I SAW:

TO me its funny la.
Cuz i tot TOO QUIET TO URINE IN THE LIFT =P

I tot it was:
MINGLE WITH GIRLS!!
If there' sucha event,i definitely WOULD ~~NEVER~~ EVER GO!! :P
Then there's tis angmoh came in wit a very sad ~~wan to cry~~ look :(

I muz pluck up my ears straight,
in order to pick up their accent -.-''
and i realli love their english,no LA LEH HOR PUI :P
It turns out tat this angmoh ~~have AIDS~~ applied for membership last yr,till now have not yet received till now.. -.-''
cheer up angmoh^^

Dad's decorations =)

2008-02-06T01:15:00.000+08:00
MY dad's CNY decorations =)

As usual la,the interior of the house is well-decorated wit alot ONG LAI ^^

its' nice la
when i have a family and house my own,
i believed i wld deco juz like wat my ah pa does now :)

ok~
let's move on to the corridor :)

This yr he CHU new pattern LOLZ!
tat is..add extra 2 lanterns to the GOVERMENT's fluorescent light bulb -.-''
(wonder will kena fine not... -.-'' lmao)

yayaya then the fishes...~

oyea..
i tin i love tis pic LOLZ!
of cuz,watev shots i took,all veri nice de :P
ok~
night-time..

Buy my unit number k!!
sure strike on the 1st day of CNY =) hehe..

*apologise ~~(its too late..to apologise..its too late..)~~
for the quality of the pic.
i do hav shaky hands tat day -.-''
i always love the lights my dad put up (:
it brightens the corridor,
as well as it complies wit the festive mood,
brightening up my day as well (:
(wat the hell am i toking..... -.-'' )

Overall view of the walkway :)

LOLZ! LMAO..couldn stand my dad,
he adds on a ONG LAI on the ceiling fan,
and evday it juz spins and spins ard (i tin he believes can spin more $$ for him..)

WONDERFUL ah lao beh.
NEW PATTERN lolz =)

REWINDING........

This is Thomson CC ^^ ~~(as if ppl cant see.. )~~

YEA the interior of the office.

i couldn control my hand frm zooming on the CURSED air-con.
it always made me the victim of sneezing whole day long -.-''

I LOVE THIS THING ^^
i remembered matt and i always use tis camera to track out chio bu =P

then there was 1 event whr they held malay karaoke in FUNCTION ROOM.
so i zoom...
i couldn help but LOL!

cuz its like damm funny,
they were like shaking back...forward...waving hands...
LOLZ!
ok.beta stop.

The stupid chair whr matt claims he FARTED lik 100 times over? -.-''
ya,
see the com?i was using it to see PSP games on web =P
i dun like answering phone calls.
but bopian,
so i always ~~pretend to be~~ very polite =)
yea!Food!
lolz.this cafe rocks big time!^^

Cuz we got no table of our own,
i hide my leather shoe initially in the office.
lata i was allowed to put under sm1's desk :)

(stripping my shoes..its time to go home ^^ )

BEFORE TAT,
i always make it a point to visit tis wonderful water dispenser (:
The hot water always kips me warm :)

Last day so i snapped snapped snapped secretly.. :P
so byebye thomson :(
i will miss the staffs whu were so friendly to me..
but nvm,

Time revolves and life has to move on (:

5th of feb were my 2nd sis bday,
so i msg her at 00:00am sharp (:

HAPPI BDAY JIE! MWARKS =P

Tml REUNION DINNER!!!
Gonna slp till evening,
skip lunch and hav a great FEST during dinner!!
Happy CNY ev1!!!^^

2008-01-31T01:31:00.000+08:00
couldnt sleep.
too much things in mind.

Juz came back hours ago frm michelle's father's..funeral..

i hate attending such tin.
i hate to see the one dearest and special to someone,
lying in there behind the photo..
motionless...

reached there,
saw michelle but din dare to approach her to anwei her.
so we guys leave it to the gals..

she cried.
my heart tore..
but aft tat they chat abt poly..choose wat courses blablabla..
then i manage to see her grin n smil (:
my condolences to michelle and her family..

i mean,
tis is a bad yr.
many ppl died..

i hope evtin goes well for my family..
i wldn be able to take it.
i swear.
i love them too much to lose them forever..
choy...haha haiz..

anyway,i guess i've grown old enough.
its time for me to do my lil part as their son,
n be more filial n show more care + concern to them..
pls..
dun YOU dare take them away frm me.. (CHOY!)

i will go mad.

2008-01-20T18:00:00.000+08:00
我现在在上班 ..LOLZ
真的很闷 !!! BTH -.-''

刚才,我看见一个人妖!他真的好像女人,
前面有,后面有,连下面也有!!
(oops i mean i din saw his/her 下面 -.-'' its his/her butt la..)

可是他的脸,出卖了他那性感火辣的身材 T_T''
实在太恶心了..

其实这里并没有 chinese word.
感谢百度的协助,
i actually kill time by typing n pasting frm the search engine :P

好啦,
拜拜,再见 ^^

MY parents kena tricked!^^

2008-01-17T08:11:00.001+08:00
Ytd was extremely hilarious when i reached home! ^^

When i was working ard 7pm+,
Mani taught me to send sms thru their system n to the public.
Then,
my hse recently bought a TOSHIBA refrigerator,
so i decided to tricked my mum by sending her this thru the com:

Hello Kwek G*** **G =) ,NRIC:S 1******A.. (mum's name n i/c..),
U hav won yourself a 48inch PLASMA High-Definition,Blu-Ray
TELEVISON because you have just bought a TOSHIBA Refrigerator!!!
Pls call MR Tan at 9298**** (my hp num..) to claim your prize!
Please bring along your idenfication card,
A passport photo and $10 bucks to claim ur prize! =)
CONGRATULATIONS!!
Muacks!

*sent

....LMAO!
so i was thinking,my mum sure believed it.
cuz i purposely add in her ic num,
so she tot was smtin serious..=p

then when i alighted bus,
she waited for me downstair n my dad..

mum: Ah de,you see my hp!got 3 msgs n got my ic num!wat tin ah?
TTL : (hold back laughter..)oh!?aiya not impt wan la..delete delete..

aft tat i told her tat she won tv cuz my dad bought the fridge,
BUT i fake-ly told her tat it might be fake.
SO i asked her to double confirm wit my sis,
(cuz if my sis see,she sure nod its my doing -.-'' )

then,my mum bought my story!
and she went on smiling non-stop,claiming how lucky we were!
lmao!

when she saw my dad,
she told him n i act along (faking not happi at all n claim its fake..)
but my dad also became damm happi! ^ LOL ^

outside the door..

Dad: Ah de,u c,today i decorate the hse wit the ONG LAI n new yr tins.And i won the TV!
Ah de: Ah la..u tin wat?so heng meh? (holding back laughter..)

then when they showed the msg to my elder sis,
she revealed tat i played prank on them =P
and i FINALLY burst out into laughter..hahah!

i mean they were realli cute la!
and aft tat for the next 2hrs,
while they kept on grumbling of me making them believe tat its true..
n my dad claim he dun believe me at all!
LOLZ!
he wan mian zi la.. -.-'' =p

hmm..
actually,they quarrel tat day.
and my mum becm so upset wit my dad,
tat she cold war-ed him.
they stil got talk,
but not as happi.

i knew which guy likes to be TREATED COLDLY rgt?
so for the past 4days,
i kept on talking to them n purposely make out qns to make them tok..
whu nods the stupid msg makes them so happi
tat they were foolishly tricked by me!
haha.

...but juz when i tot they were alrgt le,
my dad chided my mum for not helping him trim his hair,
in order to save $$ gg to the barber..

haiz =(

bopian la...
i tin they 1day nv quarrel not happi >_<'' but i nod my mum will not ignore him de :)
they were alrgt today! ^^ haha

okok.
i changed my blogskin (finally..)
my profile n links..
n this song-亲爱的,那不是爱情 by 张韶涵
was really damm nice!
i love it so much tat whenever i woke up frm bed,
i wld played it frm my hp n listen 3times..
bathe also listen..
working tin of tis song...
came home slping also listen 2times!
LMAO..

okok.
byebye (:

2008-01-17T08:11:00.000+08:00
bACk to update ^^

Ytd,
I had a strangest
yet the sweetest dream ever in my 18 yrs of living lmao..

wat i dreamt was...
Initially,ZHANG SHAO HAN (when she was long haired..) ,
chased aft me n smiling.
omg she was soooo.....beautiful... lol!

aft tat the scene changed to me n her.. (dunno y..)
dreamt tat we were in the bus,
she wanted to poked me wit sm satay stick,
then the bus driver COUNTDOWN frm 10.... 9 .... 8....
then he announced :
''OH,u cant poke le,we now at interchange le!''

-.-'' LMAO.

then we proceed to a concert hall.
she watched dunno wat R-21 de concert,
while i dunno went wit whu to watch Micky Mouse -.-''
end up i saw the micky mouse spurt out red blood frm its body -.-''
dots.

suddly my dream changed to my home -.-
my phone rang n i picked up.
it was jay chou in live concert -.-''

Jay : Wei,may i speak to shuting (my sis) ?
(then the fans all scccrrreammmm jielun..)

then my sis pop up beside me n shouted excitedly
tat jay chou called her frm LIVE concert -.-''
then dunno y i said to my sis : ''NVm,i disiao jay.''

Teckleong: Wei,may i speak to zhou jie lun pls?
(then the fans go even wilder...)

it was like...
too good to be true man lolz!
cuz can realli hear those LIVE performance echoes etc..

aft tat,
the dream switched to me talking on the phone.
the person was... HEBE!! LOL! (i love tis part of the dream lotz...)

Hebe was telling me sweetly that
she juz got a black leather hand wrist thing..
then i was like...happily dreaming her talking to me..
like gf-bf talk ^^

then....
i was shaken up again by my dad -.-'' lolz

LMAO.
it was a stupid dream,but its the 1st time i dreamt i was wit those chio bu!
it true man!
i love tis kinda dream,brightens up my day,
but as for ytd...
i was quite pekchek la...
cuz i was shaken up a few times by my dad rushing me to work,
then i kip closed my eyes back n tats how i dreamt of HEBE! LOL!
Haiz..

Ok.better stop typing nonsense abt dreams le.. -.-'''

oya,
STarted my 1-wk job ytd at Thomson C/C.

Becuz of tis job,i went to get a collared-shirt frm SPADE,
n wore it...
i was so uncomfortably not used to collard shirt..
n i hav to wear like tis till next tue... haiz..

When we were there,
there's tis indian guy came n intro himself to us.

Indian guy: hi,my name is Mani. M-A-N-I (i heard as M-a-M-i..)
TTL : (then i was thinking...Money?? Mommy? MaMi? )

Later Matthew n i then found out tat its MANI lolz!
then he sent us to SHOP N SAVE to buy batteries.

TTL: hey,we put the MONEY inside the bag,then lata u passed to him n say-
Mani,MONEY inside here LOL! ok????

MAtthew:lolz!

but we din really do it though.lolz.

okok.
i nod its not right to disturb ppl's name -.-''
Mani's a nice staff.
he guided us well,helped us n let us go home early :)

Basically,tis job bored me la..
i realli cant stay on a place too long,
but recently kip having flus n coughs...
so its best i work in office,compared to the stupid warehse tat time.

The aftnoon times was the most diffcult period to pass..
then when night falls,
haha..
we wld serve the internet...
browse blogs n go msn etc LOLZ!

ya and i tin my looks n dressing
makes the boss to extend Matthew onli till 30th! :P
i tin...
its becuz i look too beng wit the hair colour,
n even wore jeans n sports shoe to work on the 1st day -.-''
n my job will end next tue.
aft tat i'm jobless again LOLZ!

okok.
beta go prepare for work le.
pardon for boring entry -.-''
bye bye^^

2008-01-11T23:16:00.000+08:00

.........
LOL!

ok...er tat day,kel n jes came to my hse for SAW 3.
end up its i cock eye,the disc is actualli SAW 1 lmao :P

then we began to chat so much abt childhood,
watev we does when we're young,
n i've nv failed to mention my FIRST LOVE LMAO..
(lucky tat gal smart,her instinct told her i am not her MR RIGHT :p )

hmm ok then kel flip my cardboard,
searching for more vcds,
but found photos n requested for my childhood album.

i suddly rememb my loveliest parents kept 3 childhood albums for me!
so i BHB-ly dug out n shown it to them.

Thru flipping the photos,
i had so many memories flying thru my mind..
i stil can rememb my dad n mum bought me to CHINATown Point,
n took pic under a Rong Shu Xia LOLz.. (i tin its a fake mandarin tree la..)

oh,then they found tis pic -.-''
i was sooooooooo PS n kept laughing to cover up my Ps-ness lmao..
but..
its was cute la..

Many many million yrs ago.............

tat age,
i love LIANG PO PO..
so evtime mimic her woooooooo woooooo~~
then my mum or dunno whu,
pss me a handbag n a toy plastic spec.. -.-''

tats how..tis pic came abt ba.. -.-''
nth to update,
so i juz simply upload tis pic..(pls dun laugh kelly..or jesline.. -.-'' )
bye~^^